Big sin, Fic

Fic understands what Erina is thinking right now. Fic held Erina's hands tightly.

"Erina, whatever happens, I will accept. I accept you in the present, without bringing your past. I also hope you do so, accepting me in my present, without my past."

Erina looked up. "Your past. Mentari you mean? Fic is silent, because it's not actually that.

"Our pasts were different, Fic? Mentari and you, you met when you were little, don't even understand feelings. Meanwhile, me? I'm dirty Fic! I'm even disgusted with myself now,"

Fic immediately silenced Erina's mouth. "No, Enna. You don't know. I'm dirtier than you. I've committed big, disgusting sins. I even hate myself."

Erina started. "Grand sin? What Fic?"

Fic looked down, his hands gripped Erina's fingers tightly and seemed to be shaking.

"This incident made me frustrated, to the point where I went for treatment outside Negen to forget that night."

The corner of Fic's mala was wet, he stroked it before his tears could fall