chapter thirty three

Iris pov

It was Monday morning and I woke up feeling energized and lively, the soft ray of the sun shining through my window and the soft breeze from the morning it was beautiful; I took my phone and saw Mike's text "" morning babe "" which I responded to and he asked me to meet up with him at lunch which I agreed and left for the bathroom. I wore an off shoulder full sleeve shirt and an high waist short skirt took my bags and left for my breakfast, I got to meet mom and granny and they both complimented my dressing which I blushed and said it was nothing; we had our breakfast and I left with mom to the institute and I saw Mrs Meyer's she complimented me for a good work and told me I might get some sponsor, I smiled at her words and she promised to have lunch with me soon at her free time and I left heading to meet Mike at Roosters place. I got there pushed the door open and went in while Mike was already there waiting for me, I walked up to him kissed him and took my seat and he did the same; he said I look pretty today to which I smiled and he order a chicken wings suace for two I took my fork and knife and started eating while he does same. After which he held my hands and told me to be more than fuck buddies, I stared at him for a while lost in what to say; I mean after spending time with all four of them I knew now that I want all four of them not choosing one over the rest, to which I just stood up took my bag and prepared to leave Mike held my hand and tried to explain what he meant but I guess I wasn't ready to hear what he wants right now so I left him. I went home that day lost in my feelings and I started hating myself for doing all of this, throughout the dinner I seem lost after which I went to the sitting room sat in the couch and tuned on a TV series while my mind is lost some where, mom came over towards me and sat while I still felt lost; granny saw this and left for her room which left only me and mom at the sitting room. She touched my thigh and said ** I won't ask you what's wrong if you don't want to say** to which I turned to her and threw myself at her and cried in her embrace, she petted my back trying to easy my pain and I rose from her embrace and found the courage to inform her about my recent experience and exercise with the guys; she listened to everything I said and after which she looked at me and said

** I know I said you should live your life and if you feel like you want to keep all four of them why don't you tell them after all you were good at it for the past week so why worry now** after which I hugged her and she told me to stop crying and I did and she told me that back then she also had two lovers before meeting Dad, I laughed at it and after which she kissed me and she took the TV control and switched the channel to something much better watching.