find love#16

*sports club*

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"judeau, mina is waiting for you in the hallway she wants to see you"

-judeau: "mina?"

"yea! Mina hirai! From class B6"

"what mina hirai came for judeau??"

-judeau: "oh come on guys jay and I are in the same basketball team, it must be something about him"

Judeau went to see mina wondering what she came for.

-mina: "hi, I'm sorry for showing up out of the blue"

-judeau: "no it's okay.. how can I help you?"

-mina: "oh so you know I want your help with something"

-judeau: "you didn't come for me obviously haha!"

-mina: "do you know kai smith? I think he is in the same club as you and jay?"

-judeau: "yea I do"

-mina: "can you give me his address if you have it?"

-judeau: "sure but I have to ask for his permission for that, I'll go call him"

-mina: "nonono! Don't! I don't need kai I need his mom.. this has nothing to do with him so don't please, I know he won't allow you if he knows it's for me"

-judeau: "o-okay.."

Judeau thought that it'd be okay to give it to her, as long as it has nothing to do with kai then his permission is not needed..

Mina headed quickly to kai's house and a few moments later she arrived And knocked on the door.

(-mina: "I believe kai's not here, so I can tell her about everything, she might help me")

Shiley opened the door for mina with a smile on her face.

-shiley: "hello young lady"

-mina: "hi ma'am, is this kai's home?"

-shiley: "Emm yes, but he isn't here.. you can come and wait for him inside"

-mina: "nono, I don't need kai.. I need you"

-shiley: "wait.. you're mina?"

-mina: "yes auntie, how did you know?"

-shiley: "oh, Daniel doesn't stop talking about you.. and he showed me some pictures of you, you look prettier in real life! Come in"

-mina: "thank you"

After offering her something to drink, shiley sat down listening to mina as she told her about everything she did to daniel.

-shiley: "oooh! So that's why kai and anya are staying with Daniel, I feel bad for him.. Daniel is not the type to handle such things and act tough through them"

-mina: "Iknow... i already knew about that but I did it! But the reason I was trash-talking behind his back is that I was trying to deny my feelings for him.. I know I went too far.."

-shiley: "so you love him back?"

-mina: "yes- I do love him.. I love everything about him"

-shiley: "why would you try to deny your feelings for him?"

-mina: "it's because i was in love with someone else for the past 4 years since I was 14 .. and when I started developing feelings for Daniel, I felt bad about myself, I felt like a shameless girl who goes after anyone that shows her some interest and attention.. "

-shiley: "I see.. that's valid"

-mina: "I thought it was because i needed to move on from the other guy and Daniel happened to be there but.. I ...really love Daniel, he's all I think about."

-shiley: "who is this other guy?"

-mina: "well.."

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*jay's garage*

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-sezar: "jay I really don't understand what kind of relationship you and mina have?"

-jay: "nothing"

-sezar: "come on jay, are you really okay with her hanging out with kai?"

-jay: "yes I have no right to prevent her"

-sezar: "but why tho!? I thought she was your bestfriend"

-jay: "not really.. mina had feelings for me.."

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#2years earlier#

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Jay and mina were peacefully listening to a song they worked on together in mina's house yard.

-mina: "wow I can't believe this is my voice!! It sounds so different with autotune"

-jay: "yeah, even though there was no autotune needed because your voice's already beautiful, but I had to edit it a bit"

-mina: "this is amazing!!! The beat is so cool and suitable! You are so good at this"

-jay: "well I'm your composer after all"

Jay took out a cigarette and lightened it up.

-mina: "jay you need to stop smoking you're too young for this"

-jay: "what young? I'm 16"

-mina: "yes! If you keep smoking you'll die before I start releasing my songs"

-jay: "we share this dream remember?

I won't die before you make it.. because I'm your producer"

-Mina: "do you know the saying that goes "smoking is slow death"?"

-Jay: "it's alright, I'm not in a hurry."

-mina: "I'm serious jay.. you need to stop, I care for you so stop"

Jay threw the cigarette away and smiled at her innocently.

-jay: "aight don't cry"

-mina: "I love you"

-jay: "I love you too"

-mina: "no don't do this to me..."

-jay: "do what?"

-mina: "I REALLY LOVE YOU! Not in the way I usually mean it.. I love you more than anyone else!!"

-jay: "mina.. I'm sorry but.. I don't have this kind of feelings for you, I love you and you're really precious to me but not in the way you want me to"

-mina: "it's okay forget about it.."

Mina got up and left his side.

-jay: "mina!!"

Mina never turned around no matter how many times jay called for her and went straight up to her room.

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-mina: "see lucas? Even jay with all the moments we have together couldn't love me... I miss my mom"

She was desperately sobbing and venting to her cat when she received a text from jay.

[-jay: are you okay? Mina have some rest and we'll talk about it later]

She then threw her phone away after checking it and continued to cry.

"how am I ever gonna talk to him again and look into his eyes? How?? Why did I confess to him in the first place"

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-jay: "I was always there for her when she cried..but that day, the only one was by her side was her cat Lucas.

After that day she started ignoring and ghosting me.. she also stopped coming to the studio and stopped writing songs, she gave up on her dream just like that, and the only time we meet now is in school or when our families gather"

-sezar: "woah! What about you, you don't wanna continue with your dream?"

-jay: "that's not my dream I was just helping her, composing, beat making and this stupid shit is just a hobby"

-Rony: "so you didn't play her feelings or something?"

-jay: "of course I didn't! She isn't one of these girls!! I would never.."

-Rony: "do you love her?"

-jay: "I don't know what that is.. love is something that I could never understand, it confuses me so much, looking so hard for a meaning to it made it meaningless to me.

all I know is that I want her back..

I want her back because.. I lost my way long time ago anyway, I'd rather be lost in light than darkness.."

-Rony: "why don't you tell her?"

-jay: "because I realized kinda late that she was more than a friend to me.."

-Rony: "what makes you say you're late?"

-jay: "Rony are you dumb? she has been ghosting me since then.. she probably moved on"

-sezar: "and probably not, wow I prefer this emotional Jay.. thank you for opening up to us"

Sezar pat Jay's shoulder.

-jay: "OH SHUT UP SEZAR! YOU asked, I told you the story that's IT! and you better not go spreading it here and there, yeah?"