How

They've been silent for a while even after Zayn called her on her name. 

The moment Violet's eyes looked at him and stared at his eyes, his resting heart began to pound fast and loud. 

Like a thunder that strikes his body, all shivers were sent to him down to his spine. That stare that makes him realize that he's still alive, that he still has a heart after all. 

A heart that is able to feel feelings again. 

Her stares were like the tuning tone of guitar strings on E chord. Stunning, and her existence were like a song sung by an underground artist. 

She's so deep, she's so not easy, but once she looks at you, you'll get lost in the sea where you're at the center of seasons of faith and loss of life—where you'll be able to feel humiliated without a single words spoken. 

They said that it's hard to hope for something when you see clearly that you're hoping for nothing.