Chapter 50 - Words of Fiction

-------[Warning: This chapter contains strong words and adult content || Read on your own risk]------

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Along with a bright flash light, Xen disconnect the thread between the heaven and Fiona's soul.

Xen slowly released his grip from the disconnected thread,

"Now you are free, Fiona. Your life belongs to you."

Right now, Xen done his promises. The promise he made with Fiona.

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But the thread started to gathered at one place. And slowly that turned into its own source itself. Which is bright yet dark too because of Xen's and Fiona's aura or soul part. Its colour slowly became crimson red. And the way it was compressing on small point, while it was producing too much presence and crimson red aura, that's really beautiful. That is slowly leaving from there, from the vision of the person that it's belongs to.

Then it get lost in the Endless Nothingness.

Xen smiled as he looked at that new life or a new soul, which come to that existence after him and Fiona.

He doesn't know what type of emotions is this, but he is happy with those unknown emotions.

Then he slowly closed his, as he saw that bright crimson red light was leaving from him.

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Suddenly Xen opened his eyes. But his shocking expression changed into beautiful smile. Because Fiona was sleeping on his side, while hugging his right arm tightly.

Her fragrance is so sweet and warm that he started blushing.

Xen waved his head from over Fiona's head. Then he removed her hair from over her face, that beautiful face was finally get relieved from everything.

Xen gently touch her face, he wants to hold her tightly, but right now she needs to rest. Because that's the moment when her emotions really belongs to her.

Xen lightly grabbed Fiona's hand and slowly placed her hand over his cheek.

But then Fiona opened her eyes little bit, then she found out Xen was also waking up. She immediately hugged him. Xen also hold her body more tightly. That's one of the most beautiful moment for them.

Before closing his eyes, Xen wants to tell her that,

Her presence was still so bright

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｢'If you are present on a island, which is totally made out of sand, and that is present on middle of the sea. Then on your point of view, it would feel like entire world was made out of water and that is the only land surface out there. But it was more possible that, entire world is made of sand but your vision was limited till the sea water. Which was like a donut shaped. So basically that is more like a small donut present over a huge ball. Where the donut is sea water, and that is limit of your normal vision.'」

｢'I am sure about that, because I made a world like that. Not a physical world, but the representation of power level, the power level of....'」

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Those words pattern are written by crimson red veins.

Now those red vines are started to capture a physical body. The body of the person who didn't regain his consciousness yet.

That body was floating inside of deep crimson red clouds. Those clouds are moving rapidly, while it waves over that human body.

When the clouds disappear from the surrounding. Then it revealed that, this body was floating on the deep of cosmos. Everything is crimson red there. Every stars, every nebula, every galaxy, in short everything was just crimson red.

Yet that body was covering by red vines. And around of it, those words are written or made by vines.

Slowly vines removed from over the face and revealed its solo existence body.

It's Xen, his body was overflowing by unknown aura, which is colourless till now. Slowly all the vines left from his body and revealed his figure, with overwhelming aura.

Then he slowly regain his consciousness, Xen feels too much lighter. The moment when he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was

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｢'I made a word like that.'」

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Before he could read any further, those words immediately disappear. And those vines are maintain long distance from Xen.

Xen became amazed, by the view in front of his face. Right now he feels like he was present beyond of the time.

For him time doesn't exist right there. The view of cosmos, that makes his eyes blessed.

Even he can smell the fragrance of all the crimson red colour out there. Xen smiled brightly,

Because of his strong presence.

His dark aura unknowingly break out from his body, that amount of aura rapidly started to destroy his surrounding.

But Xen immediately controlled his aura. He doesn't know when his aura rises that much. That is even more than his max limit.

"I never feel that much aura before, on my body. Is it because of sleeping with Fiona?"

But it doesn't take long for him to realise something unusual,

"No, that's not my own physical body. But the aura is definitely mine. Did someone summoned my consciousness, on that place?"

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"Wait where I am?"

It's not like he didn't notice it before. Yet he noticed his surrounding, but he didn't realise it before. The reason is simple, it's beautiful.

Just as the entire cosmos was red infront of his face, it's like someone painted it by blood. If just he could smell bloody fragrance from this cosmos, that would became more terrifying.

Xen started to move his face and body too fast. But he has no idea about this place. Neither he could feel the presence of something.

Because of his rapid movements, single part of the red vine came close to him. He also rises his hand to touch it, but the moment when his hand touched the vine. It instantly faded away.

Xen's face left a shocking expression, before he could take his arm back.

Many vines captured his arm. And at the same time, countless vines spread out rapidly all over the cosmos. And the next moment, entire cosmos started to burn in crimson red flame.

Xen immediately released his dark aura, without any limitations. Which reduces the flame from his surroundings.

But the entire cosmos of existence was burning by the flame and he was only protect himself by his aura.

Xen stopped releasing his aura, as he made a sad expression.

But he became more shocked, because that crimson red flame wasn't burning his body. Then he understood that, it was helping him to staying there.

"Yeah, the red cosmos. It was capable to scattered my body under zero difference of time."

But then he realised that, even though entire red cosmos of existence was burning by the same colour flame. But still that's more beautiful. It's like living hell in front of him.

He didn't know that, something like that can be exist. For someone it can be like hell. But for Xen, it was as beautiful as heaven.

Where everything, all the existence of cosmos was burning. And everything is crimson red. And someone was floating there....

He observed the beautiful view by his limited vision. Slowly he closed his eyes as he said,

"I won't mind, if I have to stay there for some billions of years. That's so much beautiful that it would feel like, time passed as like just an another blink of an eye. Because beautiful times passed too quickly."

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But suddenly some vines grabbed his body from being and instantly shoot him down.

Xen was still confused about what was happening there, but then he realised that entire cosmos was collapsing while it was also recovering itself.

Then he realised, he were wrong with some points.

The cosmos were protecting him from an unknown presence which was destroying the cosmos too.

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While falling he think about that more deeply. Red vines, which can cover entire existence. The crimson red flame, which can burn entire existence and the entire existence. All of those things belongs to the one same thing.

That's something which is beyond from his thinking level for now. But still he wants to think about it.

But his falling speed rise too much that he became unconscious again....

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Xen's body comes down in a different place while piercing the red cloud layers.

Before touching the surface, his falling speed gradually became normal. And then some vines catch his body, before he touched the surface.

Then those vines smoothly placed his body over the surface. The surface which is the perfect definition of true beauty.

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Xen opened his eyes and immediately stands up, which gives him confirmation that, right now he was standing over a surface.

But crimson red fog was covering his vision from all sides of the surrounding.

Xen took one step ahead...

All the fogs intently dispersed under blink of an eye. Now the vastly expanded endless horizon was present Infront of his eyes.

Every where he turned his face, that's all crimson red. Entire sky was full of crimson red clouds.

And the surface where he was standing that's also crimson red water surface, yet it's shining like a crystal. His feet became bit wet, he wasn't wearing any shoes right there. That's why he can feel it more better. The cold and calm crystal like surface was enough to freeze someone's soul.

The wave of liquid that his every single steps formed, it rippled all over the endless surface.

It doesn't take long for him to realised that, it was also an Inside World of someone. But Xen didn't became shocked by that. Instead he was more concerned about something else.

Till now Xen only takes 4 steps. But the memories of someone's hundreds years of life, was going through his memories. Those emotions are exactly same, that the person must felt during his life journey.

Just after realising that, it's only needs to take some steps ahead to get more memories. Not just of someone's life, but the story of that person's world too.

Xen started running too fast, just his feet needs to touch the surface. And he will run till he can.

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"No no no no no no no no noooooo!!!!!"

He was to obsessed that he falls many times but he rise hundreds time faster than he falls.

That's happened when someone understands his precious thing is just one some steps ahead from him.

And for Xen, the more steps he will take the more he will get.

"I'll run, even if all the concept erased. Because I know, just my another next steps was left!!!!."

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Xen already took 453,600 but he was still running because he could, there's no excuse for him left now.

The crimson red solid yet liquid surface, which were silent and smooth until now. But right now, it's full of waves of ripple.

Because of the person who was running there. He was running under the crimson red clouds and over the crimson red surface.

He just have to take one step ahead and he will got more.

That what we called greedy. But is that really greedy, when all of those things already belong to him?

No, not those things belongs to him. But those things exist because of him.

So I want to know, is that greedy?

"No, that's not enough. More, I need more!!."

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Just after taking another 6,480,000 steps. Xen instantly falls over the ground. He tried to stand by his body isn't supporting his wish.

Right now Xen is so obsessed that he only wants more. So that's why, he started crowling over the surface.

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His eyes are empty, only his hands are moving. While those hands are pulling his body ahead.

But after going another only 35,100 steps, by his hand. His those two hands also give up.

Xen understand that he won't be able to go anymore because his half body is just only burden now.

Xen lay down over the surface, he looked at the beautiful crimson red sky and then he covered his face, by his hand.

Xen gives a crappy smile as he said,

"Burden, huh..."

Just after saying that, Xen instantly pierced his stomach by his hand. Then he vomited out blood, but he failed to break his back bone.

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Xen hopelessly released his hand.

"I want to smile, because I able to know that much. But I'm sad, because I couldn't able to know more!!!!"

Xen placed his bloody hand over his face and cover his eyes.

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Slowly some vines rise out from the surface and cover Xen's stomach to stop the bleeding.

Xen slowly looked in front of him. But he became shocked as he saw something....

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｢You will forget.」

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That was written infront of him by small vines. Those words are crystal clear for Xen. But he became so angry after reading this.

Unknowingly he started to releasing too much dark aura. Which was disturbing the beautiful of this world. After realising that, Xen stopped himself.

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His words are deep and showing his sad emotions,

"I wish I could atlist see you for real."

Along with those words. Tears started to coming out from his eyes. But no one was present there to console him, or atlist hold his hand.

Xen wants to know, "Is that really the world, that I have been dreaming of?"

But he couldn't get any answer no matter how much he think. Because right now, his memories are filled with the journey of some certain existence.

Xen observed the endless red sky on top of him. All the crimson red clouds and moving rapidly along with his sad emotions.

His breath became too much heavy and deep. Every time when he released his deep breath, all the clouds moved more faster.

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Right now he is hopeless, he tried to get up. But his hands are shaking. Even though he was on the kneeling position. But his strength wasn't enough for that. He hopelessly looked at the crystal clear surface, but his reflection doesn't exist there.

Then he moved his hand forward and pushed his body a bit. But he didn't get any memories. Along with those countless emotions, his eyes again filled by tears.

The moment when those tears drop falls over that crimson red surface.

The vastly expanded endless red surface, react with his emotions. Bright light started to comes out from all over the surface.

Slowly all the light disappeared too.

But then, small part of that surface area started shrinking, as his tears fall there.

Suddenly a little portal opened, middle of his both hands.

As he saw through the portal, little bit satisfaction full of smile formed over his face....

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The more he observed though the portal, the more shocked he became. Gradually his smile turned into a worried and deep serious face.

He was so worried that his fingers are shaking badly.

"Please smile brightly. No matter what."

And the moment when the tears of his right eye, drop through the portal....

Xen hear someone's voice, which was coming from the other side of the portal. Or from below him,

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"■■■■■■, ■■■■■■ ■■■■ ■■■■ ■■■■ ■■■"

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Just after hearing that crystal clear voice, which is unrecognisable in words. It's became clear for him that,

No matter how much further he go, he already failed from one thing on his life. Now it's just useless to go after this.

Xen feel like, his aura was draining too fast. The moment when he concentrated his aura to found out the reason. His face left a shocking expression.

Till now his body were overflowing by his aura. But the moment when he heard that voice, his aura started loosing. And that's all because, his aura was protecting his soul from collapsing.

It doesn't take long for him to realise that,

"So, I'm not even worthy enough to hear your voice..."

That's the presence of those words, which can crushed the soul of someone. Who has unbreakable will and confidence.

And it's proof that that's not a dream. Even though his own physical body wasn't present there. But still, he was there physically. Because he can feel every single thing of this world.

Then that small portal slowly disappeared. Xen closed his eyes and again lay down over the surface.

Then he raised his hand, as he tried to called someone. But no one is there to hold his arm. Crimson red light are coming from between of his fingers, which reflect over his face.

For the first time his dark eyes glow. Xen saw the vastly expanded sky by those emotionless eye.

His body bit inhale on the surface. So that's why, his body became wet. Xen immediately rise up and sit on the long sitting position, while he was resting.

"I'll stay there, as long as I can remember those things. That's my final decision. I give up on my drea...."

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Before he could complete his words, he sinked under the crystal clear crimson red surface.

And all the things he left behind was his memories, the memories that he got just for some moments.

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If Xen remember all of those memories in future. Will he became happy?

'Everything was as useless as like my existence for others. I promise to my blood, that I won't failed to achieve my dream. It doesn't matter that, someone also know about my dream, under the heaven. At the end of the day, I'm Xen.'

That's what Xen was thinking right now. While that physically body was dissolving and turning into crimson liquid.

Xen hopelessly open his eyes again and tried to remember those memories, for just another single moment. But he failed to do it, because those memories already becoming blurred and those are fading away from his memory.

That's the perfect definition of a failure.

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The person who were sad because he failed and lost his precious memories. But right now he was sleeping on a bed, with an unknown smile on his face.

Suddenly his smile started to cover by blood. Xen opened his eyes because of his mouth bleeding, for an unknown reason.

Xen wake up properly, then he start cleaning blood from his mouth. But he was afraid of something. Because his hands are shaking badly.

First he thought, it's because of cold. But now he is sure, he is not okay right now.

Xen tried to flow his aura, so that he could control his condition. But it's totally useless, because he doesn't even have little bit of aura.

"What, totally zero?!?"

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Xen immediately comes out from the bed, but the moment he tried to stand up. His body intensity collapsed.

His face just left a shocking expression.

Xen hardly stand up, over that he started to feel too much cold. Then he took the blanket for to cover his body.

Xen searched for Fiona around there. But then he noticed that, Fiona was present on the outside. It's still deep night there,

"Yeah.... Today is.... Longest night..."

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Xen also comes out from the house, he started at Fiona as he wants her to help him. Because his body wasn't supporting him to stand properly.

Then Fiona also noticed him, she was washing her body on the little pond. Then Xen also decided to join her. Probably he would feel better after that.

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Xen comes inside the pond, Fiona started at him with deep eyes. As she wants to ask him about something. Xen also looked at her face, then she immediately asked him.

"What you did with me?? I'm feeling better with everything right now. I never felt like that before."

"Oh..... That... I just... Disconnected your soul... From heaven... Now you are..... Free."

Fiona understand that Xen isn't okay, because his words are not clear.

Then she come close to him. As she sit over his legs and placed her hand over his shoulders. Both of their legs touched with eachother, Xen feel bit relaxed by that. But his eyes are still empty.

"Xen, what happened?"

"No... I just...."

Xen couldn't able to continue his words. He just took her hand and placed over his cheek. Fiona feel bad about him, she thought it's because of her. But she doesn't know what the truth is.

She comes more closer to him, that their body left no distance. Both of them even can feel their heartbeat clearly. Xen smell the beautiful fragrance of her body, she is still as much as beautiful as before. Or even more.

Xen placed his hand over her chest and tried pushed her bit. But Fiona grabbed his hand and placed over her heart, as she pushed more tightly.

Then she landed more closer to his face, her lips smoothly touched Xen's lips.

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Fiona was present under a tree, while she was drying herself by a towel. She was continuously thinking about something. Because the moment when she touched Xen's body, she immediately realised that Xen was running out of aura.

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Fiona was too focuse on her thinking that she didn't notice Xen already comes out from the pond.

"Fiona..."

After hearing his voice, she immediately passed her towel to Xen. So that Xen could use it too. They aren't wearing clothes right now, neither they need to hide their body from eachother.

While rubbing the towel over his head, Xen's voice became deep yet slow as he said to Fiona,

"I saw a dream."

Fiona immediately asked him about that,

"What kind of dream did you had??"

But Xen makes a sad expression after that. The reason is obvious and simple,

"Sorry, I forgot about that....."

Fiona understand his situation, but she again asked him,

"Then why you are running out of aura?... I mean it's totally zero."

"Oh that, I think it's happened while protecting my soul."

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Then Xen sit on her side, over the grass. Fiona feel that his body was still shaking so badly. Then Xen grabbed her hand.

It's warm, which gives a bit better feeling to Xen. He landed his head over her shoulder and placed his other hand over her legs. Xen feel her body was really worm and comfortable. And that's help him a lot to stay calm.

Xen just wanted to rest for a moment. His body is totally out of strength. His breath is so hot, yet truly deep.Then Fiona lightly grabbed his cheeks with jaw. Xen's mussels are still shaking. She started to wave her hand, so that Xen can relax.

Xen's eyes are totally deep and black, which are empty right now. Then Xen closed his eyes as he said,

"I want to rest for a while."

Then Fiona moved her face and kissed on his forehead as she said,

"Please rest now, as much as you want. I won't disturb you..."