chapter eight

I washed up shore, my shoulder painful and I was freezing like crazy, Yoongi came up shore too with his bag, coughing, "Hey are you okay?" I stood up and walked to him, "The water is fucking freezing" I immediately made him stood up and put his hand around my shoulder, supporting him till we reached a cave, "If we stay here, it'll be easier for them to find us" I started looking for branches to start a fire, I immediately found some, and got some stone slabs and started a fire, "How did you do that?" "from experience" my head was aching me and as I tried to remember what I saw on my head it made a loud noise I had to hold my head, "Is everything okay?" He asked, "Yeah, I tried to stand up but he held my injured shoulder and I winced, "Blood?" He looked at his hand, "Take your jacket off" he commanded, "No" I disagreed, "Now, don't make me say it twice girl" I turned around to back him and slowly took off my jacket wearing only singlet, "when you manuvered me it was so I wouldn't hit rock that caused you this right?" I didn't say anything, "Clumsy girl" "Yes in clumsy but I'd rather be clumsy than see you injured okay" we didn't say anything at all, "Luckily it's just a graze, so no permanent damage" I immediately stood up, "Where are you going?" "to pee, or you'd rather I'd do it here?" He didn't say anything and I turned around and went outside, after easing myself, I created a sort of direction so they would easily spot where we were, I broke a few branches and dropped my jacket on a tree closest to the cave then I went back, and sat by the fire, "Where's your jacket?" "I dropped it outside so we'll be easily spotted" I rested my head on the wall, looking away from him, I don't know how long I stayed like that but I was seriously freezing, my stomach rumbled and I smelt alcohol, I turned immediately to Yoongi and we stared at each other before my eyes looked at the bottle hungrily, "You want some?" He was drinking it, I just continued staring at him, "It will keep you warm for a while, you're practically looking hypothermic" "No" I shook my head, "You guys told me not to drink alcohol remember, you banned me from it" "But no one's here, what's stopping you?" I looked at the bottle again, he offered it to me, but I didn't move, sighing he drank a mouthful out of it and immediately came closer to me holding my jaw, my breath hitched immediately his lips touched mine, and the alcohol slipped down my throat, when he released me I started coughing because it was so strong, "Sorry" it made me lightheaded and my body hot for a few seconds, I liked it so I looked at the bottle again, grabbing it I tried to drink out of it but it was real hot and I threw it out, "Be careful, I can't even drink it like that" I looked at him with tear stained eye like I wanted to cry, pouting my lips, he drank out of the bottle again, drawing me closer, he held my cheek softly and kissed me again, this time he slowly poured it inside my mouth as we continued kissing each other, when he released me we were both breathing hard, he rested his forehead on mine, I could see want in his eyes and I also didn't want it to stop, as if we were communicating telepathically, both of us continued the kiss immediately again, he grabbed my waist and lifted me onto his legs, I crossed my legs around him as we didn't break the kiss, he raked his hand across my hair and went down to grip my waist, I grabbed his hair gently rocked him slowly, he groaned against my mouth and flipped me over to kiss my neck and ear, my brain gradually shut down and I just blacked out.

When I opened my eyes I was in my room back at the hotel, I sat up immediately, "Welcome back" I turned to see Jin, Hoseok and Namjoon, "You found us, you saw my tracks?" "pretty smart of you" Hoseok said, "you blacked out because of the cold, and unfortunately the alcohol" Namjoon said, "Nice of you to drink, I have already dealt with Yoongi, I'm coming for you next, just rest" Jin said, when he said Yoongi my mind flashed back to the kiss and his touches, "Oppa I was freezing, you wouldn't blame me" "Just rest okay, the others will see you tomorrow, room service will be up with your food soon okay" "How's Yoongi Oppa" "He's in his room right now, with the others"they stood up, "Thank you" I told all of them, Jin kissed my forehead, "Rest okay" they left the room, I was kinda disappointed, didn't what happened between us mean anything to him, I thought we were finally getting somewhere, guess I was wrong, as they said, food was later brought to me, I ate and took a shower and wore my white nightwear, and laid down on my bed, I was just staring at the ticking of the clock, it was 11:49pm when I heared a knock on my door, I got down thinking it was Namjoon or Jin checking up on me, so I opened the door, the least expected person I thought I wouldn't see was right there, dressed in singlet and shorts and a long robe, "Yoongi Oppa?" I was excited but also a bit mad that he waited till now to check up on me, "Uhm.. can I come in?" He touched his hair, "Was he shy or was it my imagination?" I opened the door for him and he entered and sat on the edge of my bed, "I came to check on you" he said, "Did you really come to check up on me or you came to check if I remember the kiss because I did"I sat down on the edge of the bed beside him, he chuckled, "And how was it? Not bad I presume?" "I'm pretty sure I was too drunk to remember but don't worry I didn't tell your brothers if that's what you're worried about" "Why didn't you remember?" "you made me drunk and it was my first kiss so I had no experience" "it was my first too" I looked at him, "Anyways I don't remember" I said firmly, "Then should I make you feel how it feels the second time!" I turned to look at him immediately but before I could even say anything he kissed me again, those soft lips, that carried warmth, want and desire, I closed my eyes, letting him kiss me, while I responded back, he drew me closer while his toungue begged for entrance into my mouth so I parted my lips, the kiss made me feel butterflies and a certain place in-between my legs was aching, the kiss lasted longer than the first and this time I felt it, but I wanted more I guess, something in me was pulling him closer, something nostalgia, he kissed my neck and my mouth made a sound I couldn't believe I would make, I closed my mouth with my hand but he removed it, "I wanna hear you when I make you feel good, you sound like ecstasy" his hands went for the strap around my night wear, "Yoongi, what are you doing?" I whispered, he looked me in the eyes and it carried a hint of passion and possessiveness "Don't you want me too? Look me in the eye and say I should stop, then I'll go away" I wanted to but my brain didn't comply with my heart, this was the guy who gave me familiarity the moment I saw him, he was dangerous, and cruel but that made me wanted more, I wanted him, I needed him more than anything, I looked him in the eye, "I want you to stay, I need you" I whispered, he kissed me again, he carried me up and climbed into the bed, dropping me gently as he took off his outer robe and then his singlet, I sat up, not knowing where to look, "Are you shy? You have seen me without shirt before" he teased and I rolled my eyes, he chuckled and on getting closer, he continued the kiss, his hands gradually removed the night gown and I was immediately bare in his sight, he raised up and looked down at me, "You're beautiful young lady, I wish I could have you everyday" he kissed my neck, my forehead and my shoulder, I moaned and raked his back, taking his shorts and his brief off I gasped, he was so big down there that I actually wanted to cry, "it'll be painful won't it?" "don't be scared princess I'll be gentle I promise" he positioned himself in front of me, "Look at me princess, don't take your eyes off mine" he said , so I just looked at him when I felt myself tearing, I gripped the sheets tighter and I started crying, Yoongi kissed me and took it slowly, I felt like there was something huge being inserted inside of me and it was fucking painful and I even wimpered, but after the pain died down was a feeling of ecstasy, I gripped his shoulders as he took it faster as he pounded into me, "I can burn the world for you sweetheart, I love you" he whispered, it shook me and I vibrated, I felt myself reaching a limit and crashing, he turned me over to stay on top of him, "I love that you're so wet for me sweetheart" I began to rock him, I wanted to make him feel like I did, I went a bit faster even though I was feeling a little pain, he groaned and looked at me, gripping the sheets before he gripped my waist, guiding me until I was able to perfect it, "Oh God I'm gonna come" I heared him say before he turned me around and withdrew out of me, "Ah" I groaned, as I felt hot liquid spilling down my body, it was also kinda sticky, "I love you Min Yoongi" I confessed, he smiled and turned me around to face the head of the bed on kneeling position, "Perfect, I love your ass like this in the air for me" he gripped my waist and slowly entered me again, I reared my head and gripped the sheets again to prevent my voice from being so loud, I thought the first was the best but I was wrong, he started out slowly at first so I could get used to it before he gripped my waist and began to increase the pace, he groaned and moaned, panting, and I loved hearing him like that, I reached another point of ecstasy twice as I felt water going down my legs, at some point I was so exhausted I slept off, I didn't how how long he lasted but I knew he went for more than an hour on top of me, I slept off feeling all sore but excited.

It was the loud noise and shouting outside my door that woke me up Immediately, I raised up, blood and some white liquid was all over the sheet, I got down from the bed but my legs were so weak and I was aching everywhere, I wore my gown and went to my door slowly.

"I told you that she's too good for you, why did you go ahead and do it!" It was Jin talking, "Where they fighting because of me?" I thought, "Hyung it's not fair, you know she has feelings for you and it'll hurt her!" "No, Namjoon Oppa was wrong, Yoongi loved me, he told me last night, I need to tell them that they were wrong" as I opened the door slowly to tell them, Yoongi said, "Why? if she wants to hate me she can go ahead, she was the one who wanted me last night anyway! I warned her before" I stopped dead in my track, "What was he saying? He couldn't mean that right? He told me he was in love with me, he wanted me last night, I could see it" "Bastard how dare you, she's just so fragile and weak" Jin wanted to punch him but Taehyung stopped him "I don't give a fuck, I never liked her anyway, she can move on, "Hyung!" Jimin shouted, "I'm sorry Jimin, that's me for you right now"

Was that my heart breaking? The sound of glass shattering? The air suddenly stilled and I couldn't breathe, no matter how much I wanted air it wasn't to be found, my knees were weak and I could barely stand.

"Guys that's enough!" Jungkook shouted, "No, what he did isn't fair, what if she know!" Hoseok shouted "Guys stop!!" Jungkook shouted, I was sobbing and tears were already falling my eyes I was shaking and my vision were blurry, all of them were looking at me, "Min Ji" Taehyung called me but I immediately banged my door shut and locked the door, running to a corner and crying, holding my knees to my head as I cried on my knees, they banged the door calling and shouting my name, but I didn't want to open the door, "Get out!! I don't want to see anybody" my head was feeling heavy and it hurt a lot, it felt like a million things wanted to burst out, but compared to my heart my head was nothing, my heart felt like stopping, it felt like it was betrayed, hurt, and forgotten, I heared keys jangling and the door opened and everyone rushed in except Yoongi, what was I expecting, for it to be a dream? He was gone and he hated me, last night's magic was over, it was all dreams, I needed comfort, I hugged Jungkook and cried, Jin hugged me and started crying, I shook my head , "That wasn't true, he loved me, he told me he loved me, it wasn't a phase I saw it in his eyes why- why would he change" I wiped my tears, "Sung yeol get the things ready, we're leaving" Jimin said, "No! No, we're not going anywhere! I want to stay" "but you are-" "I don't want to leave, I must spend my vacation to the fullest, nothing is stopping me" I looked towards the bed and the sheets were bloody reminding me that this wasn't a dream, it was real, last night was real and this morning was just as real too. "Stop crying little sister, it's gonna be okay, I promise" Namjoon hugged me, I nodded, hugging him too, "It's fine, it was short lived, I'll get over it" I stood up holding my urge to just cry and breakdown, Taehyung came up to me and hugged me, "Just cry it out in my arms babygirl it's better than keeping it inside" I hugged him and cried it out.

I spent the rest of the day in my room, everyone tried to make me happy and I co operated happily, even dae young and Sung yeol wasn't left out, they didn't let me stay in the room, dragging me out to eat and have fun, I saw Yoongi at times and did ignore him but Inside me I was burning and feeling so sad and hurt but I was a strong girl I knew that, just that something in me felt that was more hurtful than anything I ever experienced from him, and I hated that feeling because it was strange, I didn't eat much that evening, and just went to bed Immediately, all of them came to see me except Yoongi, Namjoon and Jin kissed my forehead, Taehyung kissed my cheek, Jimin and Jungkook hugged me and Hoseok kissed my forehead, after they left, I told myself I wouldn't feel anything but succumbing to my emotions I cried myself to sleep.

"Run! Don't look back" "Oppa don't go!!" "just wait here for me, I'll be back I promise" the house burned down as my vision got blurry, that face was so familiar, who could it be, I immediately got up gasping for air as if I was choked, I held my neck, my head hurt a lot, when I saw Yoongi on the chair in my room, "What are you doing here, how did you get in here" I asked him immediately, "Just checking up on you, you were making unusual sounds, guess you're okay" he stood up to leave, "Wait, can you say it to my face" "Why do you want to keep on hurting yourself, you knew we were never meant from the beginning because I was in love with another" "tell me so I know I can believe you, I dont believe you meant any of that" he sighed then turned to look at me, "I meant every word, I didn't know what came over me, it was a mistake, and you should forget about it" I choked, "You said you loved me, the eyes don't lie, you don't regret it" "I do, so much, goodbye Min ji" he left my room, I laid my head on the pillow and cried my eyes out, 'Well a full frontal confrontation is better than having hope' I thought.

25th August 20**

We finally returned home, two weeks I stayed inside my room before I finally came out, I showered, looking in the mirror my eyes were slightly swollen from crying but no more, I was never gonna cry about him, memories from that night filled my mind but I pushed it out, I opened my dresser, taking out a free bum short, a white crop top and long black jacket, that covered my ass a little, wearing white sneakers and black sunglasses, I packed my hair in a ponytail and carried my school bag then went downstairs, everyone was downstairs just having fun, "Min ji come and join us" Jimin asked and I smiled, "You going somewhere?" Jin asked, I nodded, "Hair appointment" "Want any of us to follow you?" Namjoon asked, "I'll follow you" Hoseok said, "My brothers you don't need to, I'm just going to take Sung yeol and dae young with me" "Choosing them over us huh" Jungkook was jealous, I went to sit beside him and kissed his cheek, "You know I can never do that to you or any of you" "Will you be taking the bike?" Yoongi asked but I upfront ignored him, "So what do you guys say? Can I?" They were surprised but Hoseok cleared his throat and smiled, "Sure of course" "But we are definitely taking you out some other time okay" Jin said and I nodded. "thanks I love you" I stood up and left. Jungkook talked to Sung yeol and dae young, we left, dae young drove while Sung yeol sat at the front, we talked for a while before they dropped me off, and actually followed me inside, "You guys don't have to follow me you know" Jungkook said not to take our eyes off you sweetheart, so we're sticking beside you today" "Okay"

Jimin's POV

All of us were in the dinning talking, laughing and playing games, "it's pretty late, does hair appointment take time?" Jin asked, "let me call Sung yeol" I said and stood up, immediately the call came in and Sung yeol and dae young came in supporting min ji, everyone stood up and rushed to where I was, Min ji had curled half the legnth of her hair, and dyed a couple of strands red, she looked like a bad girl, "What happened to her!" Yoongi shouted, "Is that alcohol I'm smelling?" Jungkook said, "You took her drinking?!" Namjoon shouted, "No wait we can explain" "Guys don't scold them, it's my fault really" she was staggering, "You know we banned you from drinking, why would you disobey us" Yoongi said, "Shh, shut up, I don't want to talk to you" "Don't you talk to me like that" "And so what, is it not your fault" all of us sighed, "Brother, I, Min ji didn't mean to disobey you trust me, it's just I can't endure it so I had to drink, but I promise it's the last time, I have completely washed away my heart and my feelings and I promise you no breaking rules again" she wanted to fall but I caught her, "You need to rest upstairs in your room" Hoseok said, "No, I don't want to stay alone, I get nightmares every night, Oppa let me stay with you please, I promise not to disturb you" she started crying, "It's fine, you can stay in my room , it's fine, stop crying" "I'm glad, thank you. Very much" she slept off and I carried her in my arms, "I'm coming let me drop her" I went upstairs to drop her in my room, coming down everyone was engaged in a serious conversation, "Hyung it's your fault" I told Yoongi, "How is that my fault" "You may not have intended but you broke her soul, and not her heart" Jungkook said and stood up to leave, all of us eventually went to bed.

When I woke up the next morning, Min ji was no longer in my room, so I just showered and dressed up, when I opened my door to go downstairs, I heared Min ji and Yoongi talking in the hallway, "Stop, you'll destroy yourself" Yoongi said, "Like you haven't done?" Ouch, harsh, I thought, "Tell me Mr Min Yoongi, what else is left to destroy that you already haven't done" "Min ji- I" "Dont- and please refrain from talking to me, I don't know you anymore and do not be involved in my personal business too, we're not that close" she turned around and saw me, then smiled, "Oppa" that chilly eyes and cold stone aura suddenly disappeared, "Come on, breakfast is ready, let's eat, you're not supposed to starve" we both went downstairs, I didn't say anything about what I saw and she didn't also, Yoongi came down later, when the doors opened and a piano was brought in, "Wow, you guys brought a piano?" "no it's from the president for our collaboration, we have a party in attendance for him this evening" Hoseok said "woah!" She rushed to the piano, then stretched her hands, "You know how to play?" Yoongi asked but she ignored him like he didn't exist, "You play the piano?" Hoseok asked and she nodded, then she started playing a song, "Woo" all of us shouted, "Isn't that swan lake?" Jungkook asked, "It is" she stood up and came back, "You know you'll be going with us to the president party" Hoseok said, "I don't want to I'm not going" she said, "Why, what happened" I asked her, "Nothing, I just don't feel like going, I'm tired" "I'm not going too" Yoongi said, "On second thought I change my mind, I'm going, tell me the time" we understood what was going on, "What's your problem!" Yoongi said, "I didn't realize I had one!" "Enough! Stop!" Namjoon shouted, "The president made a request, that you two dance in his party, he watched the video when it was broadcasted so he wants exactly that" Jin said, "No way I'm I doing that I'd rather stay at home!!" "it's not like I have a disease why do you keep on avoiding me!" Yoongi said, "Oh you're one to ask that?! Can you stop talking to me!" "I will not, as long as you live in this house, you'll obey everything we ask!!" Yoongi stood up, he was mad now, "Oh my god what the hell is wrong with you!! Can't you just stay far away from me, what? the sex isn't enough? So you're looking for more? Am I now that irresistible that you can't control yourself?" Hoseok and I spit out the water we were drinking when we heared that. "I hate you and I don't even what to see you, so you'd better not talk to me!!" She shouted in English. We were fustrated with what was happening, "Guys stop that's enough!" Jungkook shouted, "No' min ji said, she was already crying, "No if he wants me leave then I'll go, just tell him to leave me alone, it's not fair what he's doing!! He keeps on causing me pains, and you guys do nothing about it!! I wanna leave!" She was about to run away from the table when she held her head and screamed, "Min ji" all of us ran to her, "My head, what's happening!" I hit her on her acute point and she immediately slept off, "Why would you do that" Hoseok asked, "She seemed in so much pain" Hoseok carried her upstairs, "From now on stay away from her, for the time being, she's too emotionally drained lately" "I can't do that" "Just listen to what I say!" "No I won't" "Hyung!! Do you love her?!" "Yes! Yes! I do, I regret what I did, ever since that night,I can't sleep, my nightmares became worse, she is the only one that makes me sleep peacefully!! I can't get her out of my head!! For fuck sake what have I done!!" He sat down on the stairs, "Your mistake, fix it, we won't interfere with anything" Jin said, "And I agree with him" I said, the door opened and Taehyung came in, "Finally you're back" I said and went to him, we discussed what had happened and what happened in the house too, later on we just had a few sparring lessons and shooting but mostly arrows not guns, that evening as we were getting ready I saw Taehyung and Namjoon coming out Min ji's room with Hoseok , "Is she going?" I asked, "Yep but she's gonna come slightly late" Hoseok said, "How late?" Yoongi came into the picture, "I don't know, come on or we'll be late ourselves" Hoseok said and we all went back to dress up, all of us wore white suits, except Yoongi, "I thought it was gonna be uniform" Taehyung asked, "I just wanna wear this" all of us went downstairs got into the car and drove off.

The party was quite large and a lot of media and cameras, "I just pray Min ji comes on time, I never expected it to be this huge" Jungkook said, "She will, you just gotta trust her" "Now there are my guests of honour" the president of the blue house came to us, as we shook hands the cameras flashed and took pictures, "Koreans are really grateful for all you have done, those weapons are really saving a lot of lives on the battlefield, all thanks to you and that young lady" he was looking around when I noticed what he was looking for, "She's coming, she's in the bathroom" I hope so, the dance is the last thing before we all leave, then I'll leave you to your things"

We mingled around and met some people around, about 30 minutes had passed and min ji was still not here, I was about to pick up my phone and call her when the lights switched out everywhere, people started muttering, and music started, people started shifting away from the middle, the lights switched back on but it was blue and the chandelier on the middle was switched on, making it easier for us to see especially as blue light surrounded the people dancing, "That's Yoongi and Min Ji" Taehyung came to me and said, all of us gathered, the song was fast but the dance was beautiful, especially the dress she was wearing, and the way she styled her hair was awesome too. "Isn't that french song?" "Hmm" Namjoon nodded "That dress is nice, did you get it for her?" Namjoon asked Jin, "No" Jin said, we had to shift more because the twirling and her gown was large, "she told us she would come, her love for us is greater than her hate for Yoongi Hyung" Jungkook said.

A brief pov between Min ji and Yoongi.

Min ji's POV

I was running away through the secret way I came through, Yoongi was chasing me, "Get away from me!" I continued running, "Min ji wait please" he caught up to me and held my arm holding me against the wall while I struggled to get free, I started crying, "Just listen to me for once" I stood still and looked at him in the eyes, "I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you that way, I only told you those things because I didn't want you loving someone like me, you deserved more! And I was broken, I didn't even know what I wanted at that time, Min ji I love you, I realize it now, I love you" I yanked my hands off his gently.

"I don't love you anymore" I whispered, "I don't love you at all" he tried to fight the tears in his eyes, my heart clenched for him but I wasn't gonna give up anytime soon, like he said it was a mistake and I was determined to make him see that but my walls were crumbling so I needed to stay away from him, he looked at me as his throat clenched and he smiled, "It's alright sweetheart, I love you enough for both of us" I couldn't believe he was saying that, "Yoongi-" those soft lips hit mine as he drew me closer to his body, exactly as I remembered, memories of that night came back in full force, the moans, the groans, the pledge, I tried pushing him away but he held me firmly, and he was tall so I had a hard time, I wanted to knock him unconscious but remembered that he still had to leave the party intact, so I bit his lip hard and that was when he released me, "Yoongi Hyung!!" I heared Taehyung Calling and so I ran away immediately.

Continuation of Jimin's POV

When we eventually caught up to Yoongi Hyung, he was resting on the wall and we saw traces of Min ji's gown running, "Come on, let's leave now!" Jungkook said and we went back to the hall when the president came up to us, "That was so wonderful, I have to say I give you credit, at first I thought it was an ambush or something but you really do have a thing for dramatic flare" we all laughed, "That's Min ji for you" Jin said, "Where is she by the way" "Uh.." "Well like you said, she's got a thing for dramatic flare so all quickly as she appeared is how she disappeared, she's gone" "What a shame, I must make sure to see her someday" we bowed as we slipped out of the blue house, getting into the car, we drove home so fast that we were able to intercept their car at the gate, all of us came down, the door to the other car slowly opened, black heels then her full body, it was now I could fully see her face, she had painted her eyes black and her lips were bloody red, her hair was on curls and some fell down her face as the other was pinned with a butterfly hair clip, "Are we going in or not?" She said quietly, I moved closer to her and pick her up into my hands, "Yeah let's go, dae young, Sung yeol, bring the cars in and tell every body guard to be on alert this night" I said and walked in, the others following us, as her gown swept the floor, "Your dance was beautiful by the way, it's gonna be on TV for like a week" I told her, "Really? That's- nice" she winced a little, I wanted to ask her what was wrong but Taehyung had talked already "Yeah, the president was so excited and happy, you gave us a lot more faces" "Thank you little sister" Namjoon said, "Yeah, we thought you may never come" "I can't do that to any of you, you're like my family" we had entered the house when she winced a little quietly, "Jimin did you wound anywhere? Why are you bleeding" Hoseok asked, "Huh? Bleeding? How?" I turned to look but didn't see anything, "I'm sorry" min Ji whispered, "For what?" Jungkook asked, "Is anything wrong?" She looked down, "I'm Th- the one bleeding" she whispered, I dropped her immediately and my hands and suit was stained with blood, "What the fuck, min ji are you okay!" Jin grabbed her shoulder and she winced looking down, "Today is her day, it's around that time of the month, 26th" Yoongi said, all of us understood because she was too shy to talk, "But wait, Hyung how did you know" "I calculate it all the time" he said, "I'll make hot ginger tea" Hoseok went to the kitchen, "we'll both prepare something for you to eat okay" Jin and Namjoon went to kitchen too "we'll also get you some chocolate and cookies, maybe even ice cream" Jungkook and Taehyung went out again, "I'll get you hot towels" Yoongi went upstairs, I carried her back again and went upstairs to her room.