Hallowed heart.

I wish I could make 

You love me.

Or more accurately,

I wish it was easy

For you to love me. 

I drift so fully 

In your sea.

That I don't know where,

If anywhere

 I'll ever be... 

I can't see the sand

Just sky

 No land.

And I'll drown inside of your

Hollowed heart.

Where the rains of pain

Have puddled and pooled.

Where I ventured and

Wandered and

Returned a fool. 

Where I'll drown

Because that is so much easier than

Loving from one side...

Battling a tide

 That will never 

Shift in my favor.

Can't run nor hide...

Rotating on a leaking raft

Peddling ignorantly

Daft. 

I've pulled out three rings

And two more before you. 

That's worth a fucking laugh

That's five tear-jerking "I do's"

And five miserable breakups 

Uber X...

To my ex

One out of four

Trying again,

Trying to make up

75% failed.

That shit is quite the shake-up.

Just trying to lock

Crowns with one Queen

That I can take up.

We both have 

Hallowed hearts.

Why are we both 

Keeping all of this 

Love apart?

We've got nearly a decade in,

Why start it all from the start?

So many blades in the dark.

These hurt and heavy 

Hollowed hearts...