How do I.

A tattered beauty.

Edge of psychosis.

When she smiled at me she set my soul astray...

Reminiscent

Of a goddess.

What a shame, her flames can keep the world at bay...

How do I stay mellow...

 Every time I'm close to you? 

How are you so damn beautiful...

 Every time you walk in the room? 

I try not to say the wrong things,

 I'd rather just stay silent. 

My emotions are ragging,

 So internally violent. 

The room was filled with

That scent that you bring.

When the wind blows I can feel you in the air.

It's not for nothing

The nights that pass by.

When I wake up all the memories are there.

I feel them calling.

All around

In a crowd.

Steady drowning.

All of the walls covered in posters

And closures. 

She could never tell that I wanted her. 

How I flaunted her...

All of the new locations probably daunted her.

They taunted her.

She wanted her

World to be

 Filled with me for a while...

I feel it falling.

Standing still

In a field.

I'm surrounded. 

Nothing left but exposure, erosions. 

I could never tell if she was ever really in love

Not with us.

Compared to all the rest, I was not enough.

They were tough

More so then I could be, never called her bluff...

Just lift her up.

Just giving 

And giving 

And giving

One day I'll regain that trust...

How do I...