I lacked for you.

Making up with history 

Because you're no longer there...

The smell of my last blunt

Still stuck in the air...

It's hard...

The other day 

I thought I heard 

Your voice in my dreams...

So far away

But maybe much

Closer than it would seem...

It's hard...

So hard...

I want to say so many things

I hope they just don't come out mean

If I can get them out...

Cause I remember everything

The style and shape of every ring

Don't know where they are now...

Still paying for them somehow...

But when the whole world was burning

I held hands with you...

Through cold days 

And old ways

I held plans with you...

Over.

And over.

My scars are proof.

Everything I lacked for you...

And I still get so nervous

When I plan to see you

Regardless of all the things

Our hearts have been through.

Over

And over

My scars are proof.

Everything I lacked for you...

Only you...