That's not my...

It goes round and round.

It falls to the ground.

That's not my...

That's not my crown.

Not my title.

Not my round.

I give in...

I gave up...

Yeah,

I learned not to give a fuck.

Yeah,

I learned not to give my trust.

Yeah,

I learned not to think of us.

I'm forsaking all the drama,

I won't let it leave more cuts.

All the mental scars and trauma

I won't let this call my bluff.

That's not my pain.

Yeah, we've got history...

But I can't solve your mystery...

It started out as bliss for me...

And tumbled into misery...

That's not my...

Not my responsibility,

Those darkest parts were killing 

And...wait.

You're not hearing me...

I've never felt such fear in me.

I thought I wanted darkness...

Didn't know where you were steering me. 

I couldn't stay.

Had to leave...

Under your wave, I couldn't breathe.

I didn't want to resent you,

So I will let you resent me.

I only left because you...

That's not my place,

Not my battle.

I won't live under that image,

I can't grow under that shadow. 

I can't wait,

And watch,

And wonder,

You don't listen when I prattle.

I can't let it hurt,

And hurt,

And hurt,

Those empty halls, they rattle.

Nevertheless,

I only wish you the best.

I know I wasn't innocent,

But I completed your test...

I gave it all I could give.

I couldn't give you the rest...

I left my heart on your left sleeve.

It left a hole in my chest. 

That's not my...

Not my admission.

You were a queen of hearts.

A war of attrition...

I waded through every battle. 

Through every mission...

Please, could somebody tell me?

What the fuck I was missing?

What did you hint at?

What did I not see?

How did it crumble into the rubble?

That shit has got me...

That shit was not it.

That him was not me.

You made me want to leave the girl I had

Now that's hot tea...

I wish I knew the nigga that you wanted,

It's not me.

I hope he comes with everything you need,

Cause it's not free. 

I hope that you find the one.

I hope you find chemistry.

I hope that if I ever cross your path

We aren't enemies...

I wish I seen it sooner.

You were really not into me...

You could have set me free.

But you held on condescendingly. 

I won't hold a grudge.

That's not my flex.

That's not my plan.

She not my...

She not my woe.

No, that's not my next.

That's not my text.

I won't get it wrecked.

Yeah, I sent a few.

They all went unread.

I knew how you feel.

I know what I said.

You made it this far.

That's not my call.

You can do it alone

Didn't need me at all...

Never needed my love.

Never took it in stride.

Never fell deeper in.

Never let me inside.

Now I need a new heart.

Yeah, I left you with mine...

I can grow a new one,

I just need some more time...

I just needed a push.

I just needed designs...

I just needed a hook.

Please just read me my line...

Wait...that's not my look.

I just grew a new spine.

Yeah, I grew some new nuts.

The old ones were not mine.

But the new ones are fine.

Yeah, these new ones aren't cooked.

And they sway when I walk,

Yeah, I have them all shook.

Now I know what I lack 

And I know what I need.

I don't need validation,

I need to succeed. 

Couldn't do that without her.

Nah, I couldn't do it with...

Now the end is approaching.

Shit, let's make it swift.

Cause that's not my...