Chapter 80

Silly boy he knows I am lighter on my feet than him. I leap and try pounce as he rolls from my moves. Slight growl escapes as I hone in on my target. Sometimes I feel bad for what I am about to do but it sure feels nice to be back in control. Life without who I am now would have not been worth living.

Without Master and Ivan, I would have succumbed years ago. Master has never been far from me except on missions. This ways are alluring and beyond understanding. I trust no one but him. Between the two they have shown me how to remain rooted and separate myself from the emotions and pain. I learned how to bottle them and move forward driven to be more than I am. To become the fighter, lover, and a Warrior who will no longer be a victim.