That feeling.

Whenever I composed a new song, I will take my composition to my friends and sing it out to them. Then, I will tell them what inspired me to sing that song. I will tell them if I had any adventure that inspired me before I compose that song.

But for the very first time, I refused to tell my friends about that thing that inspired me to compose a particular song. The title of the song was "That Feeling."

I refused to tell them because I didn't want any of them to know that I and Joygiver were still together. But never mind, I will tell you.

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"I get overjoyed whenever I'm with you." She replied. "Just trying to control how joyous I feel."

"So, a lot hides under your smile." I teased her. She smiled and slapped me playfully. She lied her head on my chest and I embraced her like that. I didn't know if she slept or not but I slept off and woke up around two o'clock in the afternoon.

I couldn't find her beside me when I woke up so I guessed she has gone back the same way she came. Then I heard her voice from one of the rooms. it looked like she was arguing with someone so I tip-toed to where the noise was coming from.

"I will give back to you whatever it is I'd taken from you." I heard her say. "But just spare him. I'm sorry to say I cannot ruin his life again like I'd promised."

"Whether you are able to return what we have to you or not, you must ruin his life for us because that was our agreement." I heard another voice say.

"I was the one who promised you that I will ruin his life." Joygiver said. "And again, I said I'm not interested in doing this again, so what is the problem."

"You will regret this, Joygiver." The other woman said. "I will give this assignment to someone else. Within a week or two, his destiny will be seized."

"There is nothing you can do to him." Joygiver said after she had laughed for a while. "Because I will always be there to protect him. You will have to fight me first before you will be able do anything to him cause I will stand between you and him."

"You will regret this, Joygiver." The other woman said.

I quickly tip-toed back to my bed and lied down on my back there. After a while, Joygiver opened the door and came in. 

"You are awake?" She said.

"Yeah." I replied. "Where were you? I thought you were gone."

"Not at all." She replied. She moved closer to me and kissed my forehead. I've made your lunch, it's in the dining. But I'm sorry, I won't join cause I have to go now. See you tomorrow."

I quickly held her hand so that she wouldn't disappear without hearing me out.

"I love you, Joy." I said.

"I love you too, Bayo." She replied with a smile.

"No, Joy." I said. "What you have for me is more than love. We don't have a word in the English language to qualify that feeling you have for me."

She let out a smile and said. "I should go now, Bayo. Let go of my hand."

"I wish you remain with me here." I said.

"Don't worry." She said. "I will be here by nine tomorrow."

I kissed her hand and let go of her. I closed my eyes and before I could open it, she was gone. I wished I had a remote control to control the whole world's time and fast forward it to the next day. I was missing her already. I just don't know how I used to feel whenever she was near me.

Since, this feelings could not be explained, thus I composed this song which I wasn't able to tell my friends about what inspired me to compose that song:

"Many dreams I have dreamt.

I've walked through many unfamiliar paths.

This feelings are mysterious to me.

Though, there is a lot going on!

What is going on inside of me?

What is going on inside of me?

What is this called?

What does this magic hold?

The moments thought flash through me,

I always know there worth.

The moment we come together,

Second unveil their value.

No matter how you are, good or bad, you are mine.

And I am yours.

You are working your magic on me.

Only yours.

Ever since I met you, my heart blossomed like a flower. 

What is going on inside of me?

What is going on inside of me?

What is this called?

What does this magic hold?"