I can't marry him
“You’re back, Are you OK?” Lin Yue ask
“Yea-yeah I’m fine” Zheng Shang Xia answered
“Does something happen while you’re with Mr. Feng?” Lin Yue ask
“It’s no-nothing” Zheng Xia Shang answered
“Are you sure?”
“Sigh, no I’m not fine” Zheng Xia Shang answered
“What happened?” Lin Yue ask
“Feng Shaun said he won’t give up, I-I don’t know what to do” Zheng Xia Shang answered
“Xia Xia, why don’t you accept his proposal? I saw how Mr. Feng cares for you and for the kids, he might be a good husband and father to Mingxia and Shoi-Ming.” Lin Yue said
“I know but”
“But?”
“Feng Shaun is a good man but I don’t want him to get involve in my life, Yue my life is really mess, I-I don’t want him to get involve in my plan for revenge on my family, and I-I don’t know if I’m ready to fall in love again” Zheng Xia Shang said
“Xia xia is not that bad to try again, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to fall in love again” Lin Yue said
“I-I don’t know but what’s important for me for now is to get back everything that's belong to me and my children” Zheng Xia Shang said
“Sigh, Ok fine, I’ll support everything you plan and I will be beside you always and also I’ll protect the kids with you” Lin Yue said
“Thanks but you shouldn’t just make you life around us, you should also find your happiness, I don’t want you to waste your life in my revenge” Zheng Xia Shang said
“Xia Xia, you and the kids, my life and happiness, and I never ever think that I am wasting my life in your plan. Xia xia I promised to you that no matter what happen I’ll support you because I’m your best friend and it always be, remember that OK” Lin Yue said
“Yue thank you for being there for me and my kids, and if you need my help I will always be there for you” Zheng Xia Shang Said and hug Lin Yue
“Mommy, godmother, Are you both OK?”
“Sweetie, yeah we’re fine, Are you OK? Did you have nightmares?” Zheng Xia Shang ask
“No, I’m thirsty, I’m just gonna get some water in the kitchen” Zheng Shoi-Ming answered
“Stay here, let me get for you” Lin Yue said
“Thank you godmother”
“Come here sweetie, sit beside me” Zheng Xia Shang said
“Mommy, can I ask you a question?” Zheng Shoi-Ming ask
“What is it, sweetie?”
“Are you going to marry Uncle Feng?” Zheng Shoi-Ming ask
“How did you know about that?”
“Uncle Feng said he want to marry you” Zheng Shoi-Ming answered
“Sweetie, I have a question to you” Zheng Xia Shang said
“What is it mommy?” Zheng Shoi-Ming ask
“Do you like Uncle Feng to be your Dad?” Zheng Xia Shang ask
“Uncle Feng is very kind and he always take care of me and Mingxia, he’s treated us like his own children, that’s why Mingxia and me really want Uncle Feng to be our Dad” Zheng Shoi-Ming answered
“Sweetie, listen to me, I know that Uncle Feng is really a kind person but he deserve much better” Zheng Shang Xia said while holding Shoi-Ming’s hand
“What do you mean mommy?”
“Uncle Feng deserves a better woman, and I’m not that woman. He deserves to have a family that he really owns. Sweetie, I-I don’t want people to think or say that I use you and Mingxia to get married to him and I’m afraid that maybe Uncle Feng’s family won’t accept you both and I don’t want that. I’m sorry sweetie but I already decided that I won’t accept Uncle Feng’s proposal” Zheng Xia Shang answered
“I understand mommy, if that’s what you want, we won’t force you” Zheng Shoi-Ming said
“Thank you sweetie, I’m already happy with you, your sister and your godmother and that’s
already enough for me” Zheng Xia Shang said and hug Shoi-Ming
“OK OK that’s enough, here’s your water” Lin Yue said
“Thank you godmother” Zheng Shoi-Ming said and drink his water
“Let me take that cup” Lin Yue said
“It’s already late, you have class to tomorrow” Zheng Xia Shang said
“Goodnight mommy, Goodnight godmother” Zheng Shoi-Ming and kiss his mother’s cheek and also his godmother
“Are you sure with your decision?” Lin Yue ask
“Yes I am”
“Ok, let’s just forget about that for now. What's your plan for your father’s birthday tomorrow?” Lin Yue ask
“Don’t worry, I already prepared it” Zheng Xia Shang said…