A STORY OF LIFE AND HARDSHIP

THERE ONCE WAS A BOY , OHH AN INOCCENT BOY 

BUT INNOCENCE NEVER LAST FOR EVER 

AT A YOUNG AGE HE SAW HIS MOM PAINTED IN RED 

A BEAUTIFUL PAINTING ON HER WRIST (A POEM BY ME)

A PAINTING SO CHAOTIC 

A PAINTING SO BEAUTIFUL

A PAINTING THAT SHOWS A THOUSAND TRUTHS

A PAINTING MADE FROM SUCH FINE LINES 

A PAINTING SO SAD

A PAINTING FULL OF HOPE THAT HER EXISTENCE WOULD CEASE

A PAINTING ON YOUR WRIST 

A PAINTING SO CRUEL

 AND YOUR CHILD LEFT SO SCARED

THIS CHILDS MOM THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA , HOW CREUL OF HER 

 BUT THIS WASNT THE FIRST TIME . LUCKLY HE LIVED WITH HIS DAD NOT HIS MOM .

 YEARS GO BY AND ABUSE HAPPENS , AND HIS MOM HAS MORE CHILDREN 

 SHE GETS BETTER

 BUT ONE DAY AT THE AGE OF 15 HE GETS NEWS THAT WILL FOREVER CHANGE HIS LIFE .

 GIVING HIM HATRED BEYOND BELIEF 

Goodbyes are meant to be temporary (A POEM BY ME)

goodbyes are meant to be temporary 

But all mine have been forever 

I hoped that you would be different 

I hoped that i could say hello again 

goodbyes are meant to be temporary 

But you left before i could say hello again 

I wish i could could call your name again 

And you would answer back

But a rope took that away from me 

I wish you had spoken up 

But you kept quite 

I knew you were suffering 

But i ignored your cries

But soon i found myself crying out your name on my bathroom floor 

Goodbyes are meant to be temporary

But ours seems to be permanent

HANGING FROM A ROPE WAS HIS LITTLE BROTHER

I GEUSS HE COULDNT HANDLE THE ABUSE 

THE BOY HATED HIS MOM BUT ALSO HIMSELF 

Are you okay?(A POEM BY ME)

Are you okay ?

A simple question that could have saved you 

A question that's like a light in the darkness 

A question that's like a hand reaching out to you 

A question that would have helped you 

Are you okay?

A question that's only three words

A question so easy to ask 

But i failed to do the easiest of things 

Now i all i want is for them to ask me 

If I'm okay?

a simple question is all he had to ask but no he didn't and now he blames himself for allowing his younger brother to die

HE HATES HIMSELF STILL

 HE WANTED TO END HIMSELF BUT HE REMBERED WHAT HE FELT WHEN HIS BROTHER HUNG FROM THE ROOF 

SO NOW HE TRAVELS DOWN A PATH OF QEUSTIONING