chapter :- 4

"Who are you? I don't recognize you?" Kirti asked, staring at the man.

Kirti saw that the man was wearing court pants and also had a long beard, "Hey... I am your husband Amar Chaudhary, let's sit inside and talk." Amar told his identity and held Kirti's hand and went home. I started going, "Go away, you are not my husband, he has died long ago, you have come to the wrong house, this house belongs to Kirti Pratap." Kirti released her hands from Amar and said looking at him contemptuously. "Hey... what happened angry?", "Just don't come inside the house otherwise I will leave from here and will never come back. Come on Babu" Kirti warned Amar forbidding him from coming into the house and then he She picked up Kamal in her lap and went up the stairs to where her room was, "Hey...Kirti, I think I am coming inside," Amar shouted to Kirti.

"Don't force me to shout, go away from here, I told you that my husband has died long ago, so how can it be you?" Kirti said to Amar, shouting out of the room. "I am still alive and you have considered me dead, are you crazy?" Amar shouted and scolded Kirti while standing at the door. "Mother, who is this uncle who is shouting at you like this?" Kamal came out of the room and asked Kirti, hugging her nervously. "Babu, he is a scoundrel who is father's enemy and he has come to trouble us by escaping from him, but don't worry, I am here," Kirti said while explaining to Kamal.

"What wrong are you teaching my child?" Amar said to Kirti.

"Don't shout, his father has gone to the city, you come when he comes, okay go" Kirti said to Amar.

"What... don't talk like crazy, I am his father, what happened to you, I have come after a long time and you are the one who is angry", "You are not his father, I am his mother and I am his father." Don't claim to be his father." Kirti said to Amar. "Wow... no no wow mother, this is right, but father, don't talk like a mad person. On the wedding night, you were loving yourself and this lotus was born. Don't joke, I am the one who was on the wedding night. The day was with you, he is my son too" Amar said to Kirti.

"I don't want to dry my throat by talking to you, Babu," Kirti said to Amar and took Kamal into the room.

If Amar wanted, he could have entered the house right now, but Kirti had warned him, so Amar was sitting outside the house, now it was about to become night from noon, Amar was still sitting near the door, Kirti had come down many times, he She saw that Amar was still sitting outside but she did not ask him to come inside the house and ignored him and went back upstairs after roaming here and there in the house. "Hey... brother, who is sitting at the door of my house, go somewhere else brother?" Amar's father-in-law Akash Pratap came and said, thinking Amar to be someone else. Seeing him, Amar stood up, "Father, I am your unfortunate elder son-in-law, Amar Chaudhary. Even you could not recognize me," Amar told Akash.

"Son-in-law, you are sorry, I could not recognize you because of this beard. Why are you sitting outside? Come inside the house, is there any mistake with us who are sitting here?" Akash Pratap said to Amar and went into the house but Amar was outside. Just stopped. "Father, I can't come into the house because Kirti refused to recognize me and said that I should not come into the house otherwise she will run away from the house and will never come back." Amar told the whole thing to Akash. "Did he do this? Kirti…come out of the room" Akash shouted and called Kirti. "Yes father..." Kirti heard a voice from upstairs. She came out of the room and came running down. "Yes father, what happened?" Kirti asked her father.

"What is this, what am I seeing? Son-in-law came from the city after so many years and you refused to recognize him and even warned him not to come into the house. What happened to you?" Akash said while telling Kirti and asked her.

"Which husband is the father asking me to recognize? The one who did not have time to go to the city and talk to his wife, or the husband who did not come even once to see his child, or the husband who did not even come to see his child for one and a half days. As soon as a year had passed, I had forgotten my wife and my child, you are asking me to recognize that husband, now I neither have a husband nor I am Kirti Choudhary, I and my child are just the two of us and no one else, just like my husband has forgotten me. It was there, in the same way I also forgot him." Hearing this, Amar Kirti got furious with anger. "I admit that I made a mistake but please listen to me once and don't talk about forgetting in front of me if you make a mistake." If my hand goes up, I won't be able to stop myself." Amar said looking at Kirti angrily.

"Oh... then you are going to see me die, father. This man cannot be your son-in-law. The man who always used to laugh and joke was not always so angry. You are my husband, no, he does not wear court pants. Neither did he have such an expensive car" Kirti said first to her father and then to Amar while staring at him. "Should I tell you who I am, you will remember everything in just one slap", "Hey... son-in-law, don't get angry, she is just a little angry, she will be fine in a few days", "You will kill me, I will die while waiting for so many years." So here I am, I will take more beatings. What is there in that? You have stopped laughing and joking, but even today you have the same anger and the same habit of dictating to me. You have not gone Amar Chaudhary, but let me tell you that I am no longer that Kirti Chaudhary. Standing in front of you is Kirti Pratap, who has now stopped fearing everyone and bowing his head. Understand, Kirti said to Amar.

"Enough...Kirti, now go and see Babu, hasn't he woken up? You both have a lot of days to play pranks. Don't spoil that child's sleep." Akash said while keeping his daughter Kirti quiet and leaving in front of Amar. Because she saw that her son-in-law was going crazy with anger, "Father, please explain to this man who is looking for his wife." Saying this, Kirti went upstairs to her room, "What did he just say, father? Please repeat it there." ", "Hey...Son-in-law, do you also get angry so easily? Leave him alone. Let us, father-in-law and son-in-law, have dinner together today." While trying to divert Amar's attention, Akash lovingly invited Amar to have dinner together. Pulled for.

In the morning, Kirti came down to get the bucket to bathe Kamal. She saw that the bucket was full of water and Amar was washing his hands and face. She came down the stairs and stood a little away from Amar when Amar noticed that someone was staring at her. When he was doing it, he turned his head and saw, "How are you? You are not very angry now, right?" Amar said while sprinkling a few drops of water on her. Kirti wiped the drops of water from her face, "I need a bucket, I will bathe Kamal. Look, don't even try to come close to me and Babu because I will never forgive you for the pain you have given me, so don't even think about it." Now I am not angry that I let you come into the house." Kirti told Amar. "Dammit, at least don't make me angry in the morning. Kamal is not just your son, he is also mine, understand?" Amar kicked the bucket in anger and said to Kirti.

"Kamal is only my son and you are not his father and who are you showing anger to? I am not afraid of you nor am I going to be afraid" Kirti said to Amar and started leaving with the bucket. "Ah... I have not finished what I said yet." Amar caught hold of Kirti and pinned her to the wall of the stairs and started staring at her. The bucket slipped from Kirti's hands and fell down. "You have not changed even today, you are beautiful and lovely." The same face, the sweet smell coming from your body, why did you start wearing glasses?" Amar said holding Kirti's waist and trying to kiss her but Kirti immediately turned her face away. "I have also worn glasses because of you once." When I went crazy crying remembering you, the doctor said that now my eyes have deteriorated so I will have to wear glasses, but later I learned myself to live without your memories because my Babu is with me and he does not need anything from me. I can't separate you, not even you, and leave me, who are you to touch me?" Kirti told Amar and then started pushing him away from her. "You have so much courage to free yourself from me and I I also started drinking alcohol to see you and my child in the city, then I grew this beard and haven't trimmed it yet because I had thought that I would get it cut only when I take you home, but you are angry, Kirti, give me a chance to explain. I want to love you again, I want to hug my child," Amar said while first talking about himself and then hugging Kirti and explaining to her.

"Well, it was not I who left my wife and it was not I who stopped talking on the phone, it was not I who was yearning for love and to see my wife for once, just go away now. Babu will be waiting to take bath" Kirti said to Amar and pushed him away, picked up the bucket and went up the stairs. Amar was cursing himself after listening to his wife, but he had not done this deliberately, rather the circumstances in the city were such that he never got a chance to come even once to see his wife and child or Can talk to them properly on phone. It was afternoon when Amar's father-in-law Akash Pratap called his younger daughter Sakshi because he thought that who knows, if she comes and convinces her elder sister, she will forgive her husband and go with him to her in-laws' house. "Brother-in-law, you?" How have you maintained your appearance, why have you become Devdas by growing your beard like a hero of the South?" Sakshi was talking with her brother-in-law Amar while sitting on the cot inside the house. Sakshi's husband Suraj was also sitting next to her. Amar's The focus was on his son Kamal who was running around in front of him, Amar wanted to hold him, love him and play with him, but he could not do so because his wife Kirti was keeping an eye on their child from above, " Brother, what happened, there are tears in your eyes, why are you crying? When Sakshi's husband saw that Amar was crying, he asked him.

Amar immediately wiped his tears and started showing a fake smile "Oh… nothing, I am crying over my fate because even though I am a father, I cannot love my child nor can I play with him, I would have been a husband. I can't love my wife even though I can't even talk to her properly. I didn't ask Kirti to do all this, so why is she doing all this? I told her that after I leave, our child will come into this world. Will come and this is what happened, I had told her to come to her house after I left, she came but I had not told her to get angry with me, so why did she happen, I had not told her to forget me. So why did I forget that I did not tell her that after my return, she should torment me so much, then why is she tormenting me for her and the child's sake? Oh... sorry, I got a little emotional, I would have just come out for a little walk. I am feeling a bit strange here, okay." All the things that Amar felt after meeting Kirti came on his tongue and he said them. But then he wiped his tears and said to Sakshi and Went out of the house.

Kirti, who was keeping an eye on her child from above, also heard everything that her husband said and now she also had tears in her eyes, as soon as Amar left, she bowed her head and started crying holding the railing, Sakshi raised her head. I saw that her elder sister was also crying with her head bowed down, "If you are crying after knowing about your brother-in-law's pain, then why don't you forgive him, sister? Just crying secretly will do nothing, it will only hurt you and your brother-in-law." Only you will get it and poor Kamal will be left alone between you two. At least for his happiness, please forgive your brother-in-law." Sakshi said while explaining to her elder sister Kirti. Kirti wiped her tears and started descending the stairs. Suddenly she felt dizzy, "Ah... Babu..." Kirti slipped on the stairs and screamed "Didi... Didi..." Sakshi and her husband both came down the stairs. Kamal also ran to his mother.

Kirti came rolling down the stairs, she had become unconscious, Kamal started crying after seeing blood coming out of his mother's head, Sakshi and her husband together picked up Kirti and made her lie down on the cot. Sakshi calls her father and brother-in-law and informs them that Kirti has fallen down the stairs. Akash tells Sakshi that he is bringing the doctor with him now and Amar who was shocked to hear this news immediately hangs up the phone. It was not that he was not nervous but he was the one who got nervous the most and turned the car towards home, after some time Akash brought the doctor with him, the doctor examined Kirti, bandaged her and gave medicine and went away. Kamal was lying hugging his mother and Kirti was caressing his back, "Where is that queen... so how did you fall here, please tell me." Amar entered the house and saw Kirti lying on the cot. And asked him.

"Brother-in-law, that", "Don't say anything, I have asked her." Amar asked Sakshi to keep quiet and started looking at Kirti. "I don't think it is necessary to tell you," Kirti said while turning her face and hugging Kamal. Amar raised his eyebrows, "Dhmm..." Amar punched the door of the house hard, Amar's angry reaction made Kirti tremble while lying on the cot, "Son-in-law...", "You all stay quiet." I will talk to her, so you don't think it necessary to tell me, what am I doing here? When you don't want to see me, then why have I come here? When you are the one who is angry with me, then why have I come from the city? To hear who I am okay... If you don't want to live with me anymore then I will go home and send you the divorce papers and after signing it you are completely free, you can even get married if you want. I will also find another wife and I will try that she should not be as beautiful and lovely as you, otherwise she will remind me of you and yes, if you want, you can keep my child because you are his mother and father, who am I, he knows me too. No, goodbye. May God ensure that you and this Babu of yours remain happy because I will not be happy by separating from you. I am leaving." Amar said angrily to Kirti and started leaving the house.

" Hey... son-in-law, just because of a small resentment, you are talking about breaking the relationship with your wife for years", " Yes... brother-in-law, don't take any decision in haste that you may regret later ", " Yes... Brother Sakshi is right, every decision taken in haste forces a person to repent later. At least think about your child. Everyone held Amar and started explaining, Kirti is talking about her son. Amar turned his head and looked at Kirti who was crying while hugging her son, "I want to keep her but she is refusing to call me her husband and now look when I tried to leave her. As for that, why is she crying while hugging my son? Now you all tell me what should I do. Tell her if she is ready to come with me and is ready to give me all that love which she used to give me earlier. Listen to me, call me husband and forgive my misdeeds. If she is ready for all this, then I am also ready." Amar said to everyone looking at Kirti.

Now it was night time, everyone convinced Kirti to go with Amar by force during the day, after having dinner, Akash took both his elder and younger sons-in-law to the terrace of the house to drink alcohol together. Because this was the first time that Akash got the opportunity to drink with the husbands of his two daughters and sit together and share their sorrows and pains, so which father-in-law would want to miss such an opportunity, the opportunity to sit and drink with his son-in-law. "You know, father-in-law, when I first came to take away Kirti, she refused to recognize me and even said that I am dead, at that time my heart ached and I felt like hitting her on the cheek. Slap me but I did not do this because I love her very much. How can I slap her? Amar had become drunk after drinking alcohol, Sakshi's husband did not drink alcohol because he did not like drinking alcohol and neither did Akash. He also did not drink much, because he was going to make his elder son-in-law drink to reduce his sorrow. He did not get drunk, because he had not even finished his first glass of wine yet. He was just listening to the sorrow of his elder son-in-law. Was there and was getting emotional.

When all three were coming down from the terrace, Amar told his father-in-law that he wanted to talk to his wife for a bit, Akash did not refuse him because he felt that now Kirti is ready to go with him to her in-laws house, so she will talk. That's why he agreed to Amar to talk to Kirti and went down with his younger son-in-law, Kirti's room was on the upper floor, Amar reached the door of Kirti's room "Dham...Dham..." Amar knocked on the door, "Who is there... I am sleeping" Kirti asked from the room and said while explaining. "Open the door, I am your husband Amar Choudhary, I want to talk to you." Amar said while explaining that he was drunk so he was shaking here and there, "I don't want to talk, go talk in the morning and don't close the door. Babu is sleeping, his shame." It will break" Kirti expressed her disagreement for not talking and refused to bang the door while telling Amar.

"But I want to talk, either open the door and we will talk in the room or come out and let's talk on the terrace" Amar said to Kirti.

After some time the door of the room opened and Kirti came out, she closed the door and started going to the terrace, Amar also followed her to the terrace "Tell me what to say?" Kirti stood clinging to the railing of the terrace and looked at Amar. Asked him while looking at him. Amar did not give any answer and kept moving towards Kirti "Look closer to me ah...ummm..." Kirti was about to tell Amar not to come near her when Amar held her and started kissing her, Amar loved her so much. While he was kissing her, due to his kiss and his weight, half of Kirti's body hung on the other side of the railing and her legs were raised in the air but she did not fall because Amar had wrapped both his hands around her and held her and started dancing wildly. While kissing Kirti, Amar had tears in his eyes. Kirti's heart was hurting seeing that her husband was yearning for her love. She was also yearning for her husband's love but she was not happy with her husband's happiness. Earlier, when Amar did not call, Kirti used to be worried about him and would hug her son and cry the whole night, but now when her husband was in front of her, why was she angry and she was worried about her son. Even she could not understand why she was torturing her husband.

"I'm sorry that I tormented you and made you wait so much, but how can I explain that I never even had time to eat properly, I just wanted to come back to you as soon as possible, so I was working day and night. And you thought that I have forgotten you, how can it be that a husband cannot hit his wife even in anger and remembering her, he was growing his beard and moustache, had gone crazy in drinking, how could he forget you and his child? Can forget" Amar said while hugging Kirti lovingly. "If you had called me that day and said that I will not be able to come for a few more months, wait for me, then wouldn't I have done that? Have you forgotten that your wife obeys everything you say or you did not even get time to do this? Tell me. If you had said that then today I would not have this hatred and resentment for you, we would have gone home happily, you would have been able to hug your child and love him and at this time you would not have been forcing me to love you, now inside me The love for you is not what it was before, even if you take me away with you, there will not be the same love between us as before. You will ask me to love you, you will ask me to sleep with you and I will do it, but in that love, It won't be the same feeling as before," Kirti told Amar.

"Ah... Umm... What are you doing... Umm... Leave it..." Amar started kissing Kirti again, he was just asking for love from her, the same love which he had asked for while going to her city. , " Then let's see whether the same feeling awakens in your love or not " Amar said to Kirti and first kissed her neck, her cheek, her chest and then started sucking her lips, while Amar was kissing her, Kirti Amar did not stop him, he let him try to see if he could arouse love for himself in her, after some time Kirti was lying on the ground and Amar was lying on top of her and making love to her, but he noticed that Kirti She did not give any reaction. She was panting, her tears were falling but not even once did she show any feeling of love for Amar nor did she look at him lovingly. She was lying with her eyes closed, as if Amar was making love with an idol. And he must be some pervert, Amar tried his best to get Kirti to kiss and hug him but nothing happened. Kirti was lying down helplessly, Amar got up and after wearing his clothes, he took Kirti in his lap because At this time Kirti was not in a condition to get up and walk, Amar picked her up in his lap and took her down to her room and made her lie down on the bed. He saw that his son Kamal was also sleeping on the bed, he climbed on the bed and kissed his head lovingly and caressed his cheek then looked at his wife who was lying helplessly on the bed, Amar kissed her lovingly and then Went out of the room.