The empress has two soulmates and she does not want to hurt them

Chapter 17

After an emotional lunch with the emperor he told the empress to take the rest of the evening off and spend a little more time with him so that they would just be together a little longer before going back to Kyle and she stayed with him and that held each other until the time she had to leave and while walking back to her palace she felt that she didn't know how long she can do this because her heart is breaking because she just wanted one lover for the rest of her life.

She said to herself that she does not know how these men with a wife and mistress do this, how can they love their wife and have other women because she is having a hard time with just two wonderful men that loves her and that she love them as well but one will always get hurt of left behind when she is with the other man, that one will sleep alone when she's in the company of the other lover.

While walking back to her palace she did not notice that she was crying until emperor Kyle walked up to her and wiped her tears that was running done her cheers, he asked why she was crying and if the emperor upsetter her, she told him that she didn't know that she was crying and that she was just thinking and got emotional.

{Emperor Kyle} thinking about what, what could have you this emotional?"

{Empress} my future and what I want with my life after all the pain and hurt. After what Jordan did I closed my heart from him and just moved on knowing that I will never love him again and for that I will live on and let him regret it all and I will be happy and make him suffer in his regret but out of nowhere my heart started warming up to him and my body longed for his touch.

At first I was upset with myself for wanting to be with him and I kept reminding myself that he was the bastard that threw me away like trash for that shameless whore and I told myself that I would never let him touch me again and I will never love him again but look at me now I am crying wishing that we could go back to the life we had before that trash came in our life but I can't stop thinking on the past and each time I see him I the pain in my heart hurts even if it isn't as painful as before it still hurt.

The empress openly crying while emperor Kyle picked the empress up in his arms and carried her to her bedroom and placed her on her bed and started kissing her, he undressed her and himself and he started passionately kissing her all over her body telling her that even if for the night he will help her forget the pain. With magic he made look like him and the empress was making love in the clouds and above them was the shy and stars, the cool night air and the heat of their body while making love was nothing the empress have ever felt and she was completely satisfied each and every time they started up making love which was a few times that night.

The next morning the emperor wanted to go over to the empress palace for breakfast but he could not sleep the whole night because he was up all night crying so he felt sick the next morning with his eyes red swollen. He felt that he will just let her and Kyle have the morning and he will just go to his office early and start working and just have lunch with her and the kids later and he sent a message over to the empress palace that he would miss breakfast with her and the kids but will have lunch with them on the lake and only them just him and his wife and children, letting the empress that he did not want emperor Kyle to be apart of his family time.

Emperor Kyle was there when the message came over and he smiled telling the empress that the emperor doesn't think of him as family and that he was hurt that the emperor doesn't see him as his brother and that they were sharing a lover and that should make them closer. Emperor Kyle was mocking the emperor but the empress was struggling with her two loser and did not find it funny so she told him to stop which he did.

They both had a bath together and made passionate love in the bath and they went out to the garden to have breakfast with the kids and it was like they were a family which emperor Kyle was happy about and enjoyed their company. He knew he loved her and wanted to make her his completely and take her back to his kingdom even if it was all wishful thinking he love the empress and her children and wish they were his.

The breakfast time with the empress was wonderful especially with the night before and both the empress and emperor Kyle was glowing and she took the morning off and enjoyed each other company until her lunch time date with the emperor and her children. She felt it was so stressful juggling two lovers.

The empress and her children all walked over to the emperor's palace and emperor saw the empress and kissed her on her cheer telling her that he have plans for and the kids to have a wonderful time on the lake which they did, the emperor and the empress sat close together and listening on to their children many stories and laughing and enjoying their family.

The day on the lake was great and the children enjoyed there time with their parents and the emperor asked the empress to stay with him that night but the empress told him that she can't because she promise that she would be with Kyle for the whole week because he will be going back to his kingdom after that. The emperor was noticeably upset and wanted to tell the empress that he is her husband so she shouldn't refuse him but he knew that it wouldn't work and she would only get upset with him so he said nothing.

The emperor smiled and kissed his wife and told her that he will see her in the morning and that he loves her and her only. The empress smiled and hugged the emperor tight and told him that he is her husband and she cares for him and that she is struggling with both her relationships but he will always be her husband and she will remain by his side as his empress.