Chapter 42: Should I say her what I feel

1st October I was excited because today I decided to say what I feel to Anamika, morning I woke up and was seeing her only ,her eyes her hairs ,her smile everything is just so perfect.But I was thinking how to say her what I feel.

How to make her feel that I am the one who is meant for her .

You know when you love someone and when you try to confess them your feelings you heart beat raises and even you don't remember what you wanted to say to them same thing was happening to me ,my heart was just beating to much fast and I was so much stressed.

But suddenly Anamika opened her eyes and was seeing me only because me like a statue was staring at her to be honest I was lost in her ,she waved her hands but I ignored it ,then she came near me and pulled my cheeks.

Anamika:"Where are you lost Dummy".

Prem:"In you".

Anamika:"What?".

Prem:"Nothing I was just seeing the sunrise".

Anamika:"Oh is it".

I have made tea and breakfast so go have fresh and have it ,for one my life changed when I replied that I was lost in you , I thought that she would reply me angrly but nothing happened like that .

Today and tomorrow was a holiday ,and even I was practicing how to say her .So today evening me, Anamika,Ankit and Sonali decided to meet in the near by lake.

So I said to Ankit that I am going to say Anamika what I feel ,and even he was excited,but suddenly a strange thing happened, sonali didn't come and there was Anamika's childhood female friend Adhya they both were just going on speaking.

Here my heartbeat was raising I tried my best to talk to Anamika but couldn't get that courage and even the moment to speak to her as when ever I would pass by her Adhya would speak to her and I would loose the chance to speak ,

as me and Ankit were walking together me and Ankit created a plan it was .

Tomorrow again we guys will come to walk in evening and this time Ankit would talk to Adhya and I would go and say Anamika what I feel for her .This was a good plan for now .So now it was my turn to decide what to say Around 6.45 our walk got over me and Anamika left for house if I wanted I could say her what I feel for her but I waited to say it to her tomorrow.

Now it was my turn to make a perfect love confession for her that she should say yes only ,I wrote down two special poems for her and made a 30 minutes script to say what she meant to me ,how much I love her ,what will be my life If I don't get her .I was scared and excited both at same time I asked for each and every god that Anamika should say yes now I should just do is wait for tomorrow and say her what I feel .I hope she says yes and make my life much more beautiful.