Kenny
To say I was pretty embarrassed about how I acted around my prerut stage would be an understatement. I'd have preferred if I hadn't remembered it. But of course I remember every bit of it and that made me feel a little guilty because I felt like I might have annoyed Jason or made him feel like I wanted him out of this thing we all had.
That wasn't the case at all. I wasn't sure of what my alpha's deal was but now it's been taken care of. At the beginning of my rut, I could dimly remember how Jason ended up taking the control which I thought I was In control of, and the rest had ended up being history. He ended up controlling the entire thing.