Chapter CXLVIII - Devil's Hell (prologue)

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Why…?

I... don't even know what to expect anymore.

These people... the people of this world...

Even the... fucking gods.

Ever since I came here, I have done my best.

I worked hard… trained hard, and became as strong as I could.

To protect. To fight. To survive.

Even after nearly two years of being in this world, such a thing can still happen.

But I saved… people, countless times.

… too many times.

So why is it not enough?

Tell me. What mistakes have I done to receive… this?

Maybe… I was wrong?

Was it wrong… to save people?

Was becoming a heroic figure my gravest mistake?

… That can't be true…

Right?

But if it is not true… then how come things like this still happen to me?

How come… there are still people like them?

How am I still receiving these… tragedies?

What… is the right choice for me?

Was it to save people… to become a hero?

Or…

To become something… I have killed countless times as an adventurer…

A monster.

Does fate really want me to be like that?

At this point… I don't know anymore.

I'm tired of thinking calmly… I'm tired of being on the unlucky end… 

I'm Tired.

I'm Tired of Everything.

The people… FaTe… gOds.

ThEy are All the Same.

Just a bunch of… FuCking pigs.

I was wrong… I was always wrong…

Wrong… Wrong, Wrong, Wrong…!

I was Wrong!! I was WRONG all along!!

I Can'T believe THIS!! Why CAN'T I REALIZE IT earlier!!??

They are NOT worth IT!! None of them were!! NOTHING IS!!!

I AM BEYOND EVERYTHING!!

NOTHING can stop ME!! I can do WHATEVER the fuck I WANT!!!

I can TURN this world, and I can do WHAT-ever… I… want.

… So…

I Will Do... What I Want.

I will turn this world upside down… I will do everything that I have always wanted.

To Change… To Break Free…

To Take Vengeance.

Whatever gods… whatever kingdom, whatever what the people will say.

Tyrants always get away happily, right ? 

If I'm going to end up with a terrible fate, then why not be a Devil from the beginning?

I was wrong. But, I won't stay wrong.

I won't stay… the way I am.

It's time…

I unleash hell.

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Hahah…

This world is so funny.

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