chapter 6 the day

This den will never feel like home everyone staring at me again like am not welcome.

I hide behind Greys big body so that he blocks me from all this scrutiny from the pack

Walking behind Grey as everyone I catch staring at me looks elsewhere to try to hide from me the fact that I just caught them staring at me .

I quicken my pace so that am on the same pace with Grey " hey Grey do you mind we hurry to wherever we are going am not loving these looks" I say pushing Grey a little

" Dont worry little one no one will hurt here Dont worry "

Feeling assured because no one will attack with Grey's protection but I still feel restless at the sight of my cave I quicken my pace towards it and quickly seek refuge under it where there are no eyes on me

My cave is the smallest , even cubs have bigger caves than mine but it's the only place where I feel warmth when Grey built it for me after longtime sleeping in the bushes I felt like atleast I own something.

" rest now little one you have a lot coming your way" Grey tells as he covers my cave's entrance with bushes.

" wait Grey what do you mean I thought I still have time and where is slate what if he comes for me"

" Dont worry slate is away and rest" he says as he disappears from my view

I don't shout or follow after him anymore because am sincerely tired and I need a little rest

TONIGHT is full moon am so scared, Waiting in my cave for Grey and at the same I can't wait to prove my self . The past half moons have been miserable for me I have never felt hopeless unloveable like it has been I remember the night I arrived with Grey someone shouted "white devil" behind the bushes that were closing my cave , I didn't sleep at all that night

Then the next day I started drowning training I almost died speaking of dying ,I almost died on the night of drowning training slate escaped from wherever he was and he attacked me and bit a little on my ear everyone was rejoicing as I was wincing in pain , no one came to my rescue I remember him smiling and say " fare play white devil " then he ran off leaving me in pain and a pack that secretly smiling while am in pain , I walked back in the cave in pain and slept in my blood.

The next day when Grey saw me carried me by biting my behind neck and carried me to the healing water though it couldn't fully recover me since I it wasn't full moon so I couldn't recover For some time but with drowning training in the moon lake I didn't say much he only told me

" iam sorry I didn't protect you" I felt assured after what he said and

Iam ready to leave behind all that pain behind me now tonight am proving my worth though I don't know really what am going to do the only training I have had is drowning and training with cubs who could bite me until I lost consciousness , the drowning training is to train to me to hold my breathe while under water and not die then the training with the cubs taught me to endure pain. That's it I kept asking but Grey only told me that I will know when am ready and tonight I believe I have aced training I wish Smoke was here he disappeared the first time I fought with slate after that I asked around and still no one tells anything relevant I even asked her arrogant sister Ash quite the beauty of the pack and every male wants her as their mate unlike me , she sways her tail in my face and stares into my my eyes angrily says " what you think he will mark you , trust me both you and I know you are nothing and therefore you are no one's mate white devil" then swayed her behind and walked away , her words hurt but i always laugh at her walk I just don't why she sways her behind.

" white come out now all the elders have arrived " Grey calls for me

Honestly am scared I fellow behind him almost closely no wolf insight and it's so quiet it has never been this quiet at least you hear a cub screaming or male wolves fighting , we walk to the healing water when , the elders surrounding the healing water with the full moon reflected in the water

I whisper to Grey " what's happening "

He remains quiet , leaving me in the gaze of the elders among the elders there's a new face she is white like me but old and a little haggared and chained what did she did she do

Why was she chained I don't understand onyx the Great unchains her and she stumbles and Limps towards me , I just don't understand Anymore she stares in my eyes in a husky voice she says" if only you knew"

I whisper back " knew what"

Before she can say anything onyx pushes her into the moon water then barks at her " you devil what are you whispering to the child "

In great fear she answers " nothing my master"

" Get back to work " onyx barks he always had this authoritative voice that automatically makes you do what you are supposed to do.

Grey comes near me and whispers " remember all that I taught "

" yes "

" now is the time "

" for what"

Before I say anything else the white old wolf sniffs my neck the bites so hard I close my eyes in pain , I don't understand I I was chosen now why am i getting killed . I try to pull away

" dont resist it little one endure it and you will be fine"

Onyx speaks while rotating around us me and this old woman whose abt to take my life

"white you have a mission to kill the monster as you have been told , we only need one bite from you , only one you bite it like how that devil is doing , you are going to change into something else don't worry you will change back so endure the pain and bring back victory with your return you will be enlisted as head of the seekers "

The pain is sharpening I try to ask why am I getting bitten yet I have to bit someone else she bites me till I feel I can't take it's anymore I fall from her canines as the elders watch before I loose consciousness I see Grey put something on my leg that shoots pain all over my body then my world turns dark.