I float. There, in this indefinite space, between the borders of the real and the illusory, I feel as if suspended in the void. Around me, a soft light bathes the atmosphere, caressing every fiber of my being with a soothing warmth. It is a place where time seems to stretch, where earthly worries evaporate and only harmony and serenity persist.
I am on the threshold of paradise.
In this moment of eternity, a voice resonates, soft and kind, but also imbued with deep gravity. "Would you like another chance?" she asks, her words fluttering around me like leaves carried by a heavenly breeze. The question resonates within me, crossing the layers of my being until it touches the very essence of my soul.
Another chance... For what? For who ? For myself ? And then memories touch my confidence and remind me of why I am here.
For a moment, I remain silent, letting the thoughts swirl through my mind like stars in an endless sky. Then, an answer emerges, trembling and grateful: "Yes."
The voice seems to smile, a glimmer of hope illuminating its words. "Very good," she says, and suddenly a new energy envelops me, rocking me like a benevolent wave. "Take advantage of this new chance."
A shiver runs through my being. A new life, a new beginning. The possibilities stretch out before me like an infinite horizon, ready to be explored, ready to be seized. But there is something more. A deep reason, an ardent desire that pulses through my veins with the feeling of vengeance to be satisfied.
But despite this urge for revenge, a dull sadness grips me. Tears flow down my face, silent witnesses to my inner torment. Because with this new chance also comes the weight of memories, regrets and losses. There are so many things I would have liked to have done differently, so many people I would have liked to see again one last time.
Yet, despite the pain, I am grateful for this new chance. Grateful for the opportunity for redemption, repair and transformation. For even in the midst of sadness, a spark of hope shines, guiding me into the future with a promise of renewal.
In a burst of light, I feel my being melting into the very essence of existence, ready to dive into the fabric of time and space, to navigate through the twists and turns of destiny. Maybe this time I will know how to seize the precious moments, cherish the fleeting moments, and carve my own path through the stars.
Thus begins my journey, guided by the promise that even in the deepest darkness, a light can still shine, illuminating the path to a better future.
And on this path, I will carry with me the flame of vengeance, ready to let its fire consume those who have wronged me and to carve out my own destiny, as ruthless as necessary.
Am I just a fool?
Blind and stupid to love you?
Am I just a stupid girl?
So young and naive to think that you were the one who came to take possession of this heart,
And now
You played with my heart
Like a grand piano
Am I the queen of fools?
Wrapped in lies and senseless jewels
What do I see in you?
Maybe I'm addicted to everything you do,
Because I still think you were the one who came to take possession of this heart,
And now
I can finally say that I will turn the page