I want...

-Besides, I suppose you must have seen the comments?

-Yeah, I replied, they're not famous

-I took the liberty of Tweeting a separation message with Donovan on all your social networks, my manager admitted to me

-You're really great, I whispered to my grateful manager.

-I know that your parents have blocked you from all access to your accounts, my manager told me seriously

-Yeah unfortunately, I answered him

-But I discovered that through this phone they are monitoring you, my manager suddenly admitted to me.

-Damn!, I exclaimed, if I had known I would have destroyed this phone a long time ago

I got up to throw my phone in a bowl before taking it to the tap where I turned on the water to soak it completely.

-Riven, I called him suddenly in a serious voice, I want to change

-How is that?, he asked me

-I no longer want to be the old Huyn but a new Huyn

-What do you want to change?, he asked me

-My hairstyle and my style, I told him, I want to be myself, I want others to rule my life more.

-Me and my wife have always been proud of you, my manager admitted to me, but we are even more proud that you want to make this change

-Thank you, I replied, smiling at them before joking, I'm going to rebel

-Hahaha yes, Meridia laughs, you will shut them up

-I'm going to blow them away, I added

-When do you plan to make the changes? Riven asked me

-From tomorrow, I answered him

-Okay, laughs Méridia, we'll prepare everything then

-We'll talk about it this evening about what you want, Riven told me, for now rest

-No, I don't have time for that, I replied, shaking my head, not when everything is not settled.

-You shouldn't overwork, Riven worried.

-No, I have to, I contradict him, it is only by becoming better that I can be who I really want

-You are already incredible, few people would have succeeded in doing what you do, said Méridia

-I still need to improve, I replied.

-It pains me to see that you put so much pressure on yourself, added Meridia, sighing

-I remind you that I have not yet finished my album nor my choreography for the concert in Paris, I reminded him, and on top of all that comes press, love and family problems

-Every day has its worries, my manager reassured me, today we are just focusing on responding to the press

-But we already did it, I told him, well you already did it

-Yes so today is rest, Riven told me

-I had nothing planned?, I asked him in surprise

-I postponed everything until tomorrow afternoon, he told me

-Besides, we have a surprise for you?, said Meridia suddenly.

-Ah good ? What is it?, I asked them curiously

-Meridia to renovate the studio just for you, said Riven smiling tenderly

-Really?!, I said, trying to hide my excitement

-Yes!, he answered me

-I want to go there now and make some sounds, I told him a little excited, I think inspiration is knocking on my door

Riven looks at me intently, then his smile widens.

-Your inspiration is really random, he mocked

-Yeah she comes when she wants, I confirmed

-Yeah but when she comes she's incredible, added my manager, sighing with admiration

-I'm happy to know that my songs are so popular, I replied, smiling

-Before going wherever we are going to eat breakfast, Meridia warns us, and then you will take our little sparkle to the studio

-Hey, I'm not small, I pouted

-If you're still little, Meridia said to me, tenderly stroking my head.

-If you say so, I smiled amusedly

After lunch, the table was cleared.

-I'm going to put away what's left, Méridia told us as she stopped, darling accompanies Huyn to the studio

Arriving in front of the famous studio my eyes widened. The studio was a real gem: soundproof walls, state-of-the-art equipment, guitars hanging on the wall and an upright piano in the corner.

-Make yourself at home, said Riven smiling at me

I sit down, adjust the microphone and start to scribble a few words in a notebook that he has made available to me. The first notes come out timidly, but quickly, they take shape, guided by an invisible force. The hours pass without me realizing it. Riven had long since quietly left, leaving me to work, respecting my space.

After spending hours writing my song, I decide to sing it. I had even already decided on its title.

~Delete my number:

Maybe you should leave this girl alone

But you don't do anything

Now delete my number from your phone

I don't know what you're looking for

But I won't become who you want,

I'm no longer trapped,

In your strange games,

Sorry, I don't feel what you feel anymore

I'm just telling it like it is

I don't need you to say these words to me anymore

Yeah, wait a minute,

Do you want to fix this? (Yeah)

But it's too late,

Even if I need love, I won't go to you,

I could tell you everything if you need to know,

We were perfect before, but you ruined everything.

I told you I was all in,

While you weren't,

Now you are on vacation, in the hotel,

With these other girls,

Alcohol to keep you up all night,

But you know they'll never be like me.~

Around midnight, exhausted but satisfied, I leave the studio. Méridia is there, a kind smile on her lips.

-So how did it go? Meridia asked me

-Better than I expected, I replied, my eyes shining with gratitude.

Tonight something changed in me. I realized that it wasn't until I was able to see Donovan tell me in front of me that he was faking that my determination to get revenge was increased tenfold.

And to think that in his past life he thought I was his dog, I thought, inhaling deeply

-We even renovated the room we kept for you, Meridia smiled at me

-Very good ! You are so kind, I said to him

-Even if we have no blood relationship, you are part of this family, she answered me