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After filling up, I bought another seven or eight buns, not for any particular reason; I simply feared going hungry.
The reliability of this group of kids is still up for debate at the moment.
Ah Chan has already said we shouldn't fuss over them too much, so from now on we can't give the kids too much help, nor dare we buy too much.
But just buying these few buns, I still felt a bit uneasy—the mountain is so high, how long will these kids have to go back and forth, not to stash some food…
It always left me feeling insecure.
During my childhood, living with my grandmother also meant living in poverty. Although we never went without a meal, we only just had enough food, so I developed a character that needed to have food on hand wherever I went in order to feel at ease.
When I was about to return, the little supermarket had opened, and as soon as I entered, I quickly bought a lot of sausages and chocolate.