""I want to find my grandfather, I want to see what he was like, I want to know where he is!"
The elder was startled for a moment, then shook his head and said,
"Don't you want to live your own life?"
I shook my head, the two are not in conflict.
"My days are with the Immortal Family, with Ninth Master Chang. Everywhere I go, every second, they're part of my life. It's just that I want to find my grandfather, dead or alive, I have to find him. My grandma had a tough life, I think she deserves a companion."
A lot of people used to say that our career as Di Ma is so glamorous, but it's really not.
We really don't live as lavishly as others think.
Making money?
Of course, we make money.
But what we face is not what ordinary people have to, and that's why a lot of Di Ma are reluctant to get involved with karma because once you're entangled with it, it accumulates like a rolling snowball, unstoppable.