chapter 14(Am I alone ?)

: I'm sorry I ,I .. (Killian)

' it's fine, thank you ,thank you so much .(Caxiv)

:what??.. what do you mean ?(Killian)

' I never had any other emotions before ,it was just emptiness, darkness , pain and loneliness .But when we both kissed I felt a different sensation. (Caxiv)

Caxiv lowered her head and suddenly tears are falling into her cheeks ,

' I can't feel anything before , I am so numb that I just wanna fight everybody.I feel so empty that even if I was surrounded by hundreds and thousands or even millions of people I'd still feel like I'm in a dark room waiting for my own demise. (Caxiv)

: I'll be your confidant .

I'll share all of your worries with you ,I'm your one in a million . You don't need to have millions of friends, you just need a real one ,I'll join you wether it's excruciating pain or great satisfaction and even in a barren land I would live with you , not just for a million times but until my last breath or even my death ,I'll share your sorrows with you and you don't have to feel empty and lonely anymore.( Killian)

'You would do that? Why would you do that ? We only met once ,we don't even know each other yet ,why would you do something like that to a woman you just met?(Caxiv )

:They would always say ,You can't love someone you just met . But there shouldn't be any rules in love . When I first met you I'd love to see again , I'd love to talk to you the very next day ,I'd love to tell you different kinds of stories , I'd love for you to know me more .I just met you once but I already loved you a million times in every second , I loved seeing both of your beautiful eyes ,I love to feel your breath ,I love hearing you speak ,I love seeing you fight , I love anything about you because I chose to love you, and I declare no one is allowed to set any restrictions.When I chose to love someone it's the same as the path I chose as an aspiring cultivator ,no one is allowed to interfere and control me ,wether I'm a villain or a hero. I would do it my way and anybody that would stand in my path I'll be their nemesis who would brought them to their own demise.(Killian)