Chapter 575 The Unbearable Pain

She was a little afraid. She didn't know if Qin Youbei would still treat her as kindly as before, call her "Sister Ouyang," "Sister Xiaojun." She also didn't know if Qin Youbei would continue to support her being with Big Brother like before.

She really liked Qin Youbei, really liked Big Brother.

They were so warm, so kind. She didn't know if hiding her unsightly past and silently liking Big Brother would seem too despicable in their eyes.

She thought the matter had passed, thought that Lou Ming had let her go. She really didn't know where she had offended Lou Ming again, why he was unwilling to let her go now.

She really, really didn't want to see Lou Ming again.

Every time she saw him, her heart felt as if it had been ripped in two.

If she could, she would never want to return to Beijing again.

And she was really, really afraid that if Qin Youbei and Big Brother found out about her past, they would think she was a murderer.