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I am Shu Tokino Croosalba and they call me ‘Shuki’ for short. I am married to Haimon Del Gazini, one of the most powerful and rich man in our city. It’s been one year ever since we got married, and everyone envy me for being with the most handsome and perfect guy in the city though…

No one knows that behind his perfect life and perfect body, he had a deep secret that even I do not know. A secret that I wanted to unfold yet I cannot, even though we were married for one year, he never told me anything. Whenever I try to ask, he will end up saying, ‘don’t you ever trust me?’ then he would always say, ‘I love you so much and I don’t want you to get hurt’, and I believe in him, why…

In one year of our marriage, he never failed of showing and feeling me with so much love that I even forget to get a divorce since that I wanted to end it with him. Why? Because our marriage was just on a paper! For our one year of marriage, he never ever consummates our marriage. I’m a married woman yet, I’m still a married virgin wife.

Mi Marido Misterioso (My Mysterious Husband)

"Then, I decided! I'll meet her tomorrow!"

"If that is what you want. I'll arrange it quickly."

I sense that my husband stops for a while before he came in to our car.

"What is it?" I asked as he sits at the car sit.

"Nothing." He simply answered before he starts the engine.

For that simply answered, once again, I cannot ask for more. So instead, I took a heavy breath and let myself be pulled into a sleep. Since that I cannot find anything out of him, I rather choose not to speak and just take a nap until we get home.

I keenly look at the face of my wife who's sleeping at the moment. We've already got back home but I couldn't wake her up. I just wanted to stares at her longer for this night in silence.

I love her so much and badly wanted to feel her in my embrace, to be with her as one. Yet, I cannot because of my secret that she doesn't even know. I badly wanted to tell her everything that I am hiding though it isn't the right time.

That is why all I can do for now is to secure my true feelings for you, even though I knew that you were getting tired of waiting. So, I beg you, please bear with me love.

I reach out for her hand and hold it tight then close the gap to speak through her ears. "I love you, Shu Tokino."

I feel and sense that Haimon closes the gap between us, which I decided not to open my eyes since that he really thought that I am sleeping soundly. I just pretend that I'm still in sleep and let him do what he will do.

Then, suddenly he holds my hand so tightly while I feel his breathe touches the side of my face and he whispered so softly.

My heart beats so fast and I cannot hide it any longer. I open my eyes only to see him looking at me without a surprised. It is more of I am the one that was surprised not just by his words but also with the distance that we had.

I could smell his breath, the wine that he drinks which mix through his natural scent and it makes my mind and heart go wild yet I knew he will just dodge it if I indulge myself to him. So, I decided not be sway and with all my efforts, I pretend to be tough and strong.

"A-are we home?" I asked though I couldn't control my stammer.

"I wanted to kiss you." He suddenly speaks out instead of answering my question.

"Wha…" before I could finish my words, he quickly grabs my head and kiss my lips so roughly and deeply that I never been expected anyway before.

His Kiss