Chapter 6 - Simon
I shouldn't have tripped Matthews but fuck was it satisfying. I will not be telling anyone that the impact of his fat ass falling over my boot pulled my ribs in a way that sent a shock wave of pain through my chest. That I'll keep to myself.
Seeing her this morning freshly showered and in her scrubs made my dick hard in the chow hall. That's embarrassing. I can't walk around with an erection every second of every day. I was desperate for her eye contact to let her know we should get out of there. I need her lips on mine and preferably her lips around a few other things too.
She opens the back door and turns to me. I push off against the wall, flicking my cigarette away and stalking towards her, not bothering to roll my mask back down over my face.
"Si, you're meant to be healing not out here torturing recruits," She says breathlessly as I tuck some hair behind her ear.
Leaning down, I grab her chin and tilt her up to me, claiming her lips passionately. I want to taste her every single day until my heart stops beating. Sam moans into my mouth as I kiss her, her hands reaching up to wrap around my shoulders.
Breaking away from the kiss, she looks up at me, her eyes heavy with lust.
"How can one kiss make me this wet?" She says, biting down on her bottom lip.
I lean down, picking her up and throwing her over my shoulder as she squeals. I pull my mask back down over my face, she may get to see my face but no one else ever will. Especially with a fucking grin slapped across it.
"Simon, you aren't meant to be lifting me, you're meant to be resting! I'm so serious, put me down!" She squeals.
"It's ok love, that's exactly where we are going. You want me on bed rest you'll have me on bed rest" I head towards her office with one hand firmly on her arse. My other hand rests between her thigh, my fingers brushing gently against her pussy, each step creating friction I know she's craving. She moans so softly I barely hear it over my own heavy breathing but the little purrs she lets out makes my dick painfully hard.
"Simon I can't! I have a meeting at 9am!" She lightly smacks my shoulders, not too hard because she knows I'm covered in bruises.
"Well isn't it lucky that your Lieutenant has cleared your schedule for the day?" I place her down on the doorstep and she reaches for her key opening the door with nervous hands.
"You're not my Lieutenant!"
Pushing the door open, she tries to peer around me to see who's watching but I couldn't care less who sees us together. I usher her inside with a gentle hand on her lower back. I close the door and lock it behind me making sure the blinds and curtains are closed. I would shut the windows too but that won't matter. They would hear her screaming my name if we were in a sound proof bunker. I want them to hear. She's mine.
"Sam, I need you to strip off for me and lay your perky little ass on that bed with your legs spread, can you do that for me baby?" I lean in, taking her lips like a starving man. She reaches her arms around me, desperately trying to lift my shirt.
"Patience love, go on, strip for me," I nudge her towards the bedroom. My desperation is threatening to take over.
Sam stands in front of the bed with that fucking submissive glint in her eye, I roll my neck desperately trying to remain in control. This girl will live to please me, she'll do whatever I want her to do, she will do it all with a smile on her face and my hands around her throat because I'll make her come harder than she ever knew was possible. Pleasing her and feeling her come apart around me has become a new obsession of mine. When she asked me to choke her the other night I almost had a heart attack. Fuck, she has absolutely no idea how good she feels around my cock. But right now, I am going to eat her like she's my last meal.
Sam sits on the edge of the bed with her legs tightly shut. She looks nervous.
"Baby, spread your legs for me, let me in," I move towards her dropping to my knees at her feet.
"Are you sure Si? Its just, you don't have to do this, its ok," she buries her face in her hands.
"Sam, baby, spread your legs for me, I won't ask you again. You are the most beautiful woman in the universe, please don't ever hide from me," I lay my hands on her knees.
"Baby, who ever told you that you don't deserve to have that little pussy licked till you see stars is a twat. Remember when I said that I'm yours and you're mine. I meant all of you. So, spread em'. I won't ask again" I attempt to open her thighs.
"What happens if I disobey your orders?" Sam peeks through her fingers covering her eyes, smirking at me. I run my hand down my face and bite my knuckles.
"Oh baby, I don't think you want that," I growl.
"I do, punish me Ghost" she whimpers and with that I have no restraint left. My cock all but tears through my trousers and like a teenager I'm going to come in my trousers.
"Baby, move that perfect little pussy up to the top of the bed and lay down," and she complies without a second thought. She wants to be dominated and lucky for her that's my fortè.
Sam's flushed red and I don't think she has any idea of how beautiful she looks right now. Her long brown waves flow down her back, her perky tits sit ready for me. She bites her lip and as she looks at me through heavy lashes, her eyes have the most beautiful sparkle to them. I think that this is incredibly new to her - having a man in control and her dabbling in any sort of submission. Or maybe she's just not used to having her needs met by a capable man. Either way, I'm going to be the only man she ever fucks, the only man that tastes her sweet little pussy, the only man that marks her skin and the only man she'll ever be with. This animalistic urge in me wants to claim her as mine for everyone to know. A small practical part of my brain (the part that isn't driven by my cock) reminds me that her job on base means our only nurse cannot walk around a military base with a neck covered in hickeys.
"Si, what are you thinking about?" she whispers and snaps me back into reality and fuck it's better than any dream.
My eyes rake slowly up and down her body, her smooth long legs sit apart showing me her little pink pussy. I don't know what I want to taste first, her lips, her tits, her pussy, I am on the brink of madness.
"I was just thinking about how beautiful you are, how lucky I am and how desperate I am to sink my cock deep into your pussy and claim you as mine, you're mine Sam" I stalk towards her, lowering myself onto the bed between her parted thighs.
"Fuck baby, look how wet you are already," and with that I dart my tongue out swiping it across her sensitive clit.
She jerks at the motion so I clamp my hands around her thighs holding her in place. She tastes like heaven, I want to savor this, remember how good she tastes when I'm out on my next mission. I want her to come all over my face so I can taste her again and again. I need to have her sit on my face, suffocate me with her pussy - we can do that later, we have time. I suck on her clit, working my tongue over her, circling her clit and darting my tongue in and out of her pussy. She starts to tense, her orgasm building rapidly so I pull my face away from her aching pussy. Sam visibly sags in my grasp.
"Si,please" she begs as she jerks in my grip.
"Baby, this was a punishment for your little outfit this morning, you didn't think I'd let you come that easily did you?"
I chuckle as I position myself between her legs spreading open her pussy with my fingers. I lick her slowly, circling her clit again and gently sucking it into my mouth, nibbling down ever so slightly. Her sweet taste coats my face as I gently trace my middle finger along her entrance. I push my finger inside her and feel her tighten around me as I curl my fingers up towards her G-spot.
"Such a needy little pussy," I groan against her thigh and she moans in reply. Her knuckles turning white as she grips the mattress.
Sam moans and bites her lip as I stretch her by adding my index and ring finger inside her, gently thrusting as my tongue continues to circle her clit sucking and nibbling it. I am going to hear those sexy breathy moans every day for the rest of my life and it's like the music of the Gods.
Sam reaches down her body and pinches her nipples, gasping as the sensation sends ripples between her thighs. My face is soaking with her arousal and I let her grind herself onto my face desperately chasing her release. I nibble down again and she moans my name softly gently tugging my hair and I can't take it. My cock is rock hard and straining in my boxers desperate to sink into her wet little pussy and watch her struggle to take it all. I lift myself from her pussy, her wetness coating my stubble and she looks up at me with flushed cheeks.
I lick my lips and she moves her hand down towards her pussy, "Don't you dare touch what's mine Sam".
I shoot her a devilish grin and she gives me the naughtiest look in return, her lips look so plump and pink from where she was biting down. I strip out of my clothes as quickly as humanly possible - fuck my injuries. I drop between her thighs, a bead of pre-cum sits at the tip of my dick as I rub the crown of my cock against her entrance. Sam's head falls back as I nudge myself inside her, giving her time to adjust to me. She moans my name and lifts her hips against me as I bury myself inside her inch by inch. I know my cock is big and thick and she takes it all so well. She wraps her legs around my waist for support as I begin to thrust deep inside her. I start gently, letting her orgasm build higher and higher, before I start to drive into her like a man on borrowed time.
"Ghost, give it all to me, come in me baby," she purrs, looking up into my eyes she reaches up her arms, raking her nails through my hair and pulling me close.
My eyes roll back as I groan out struggling to hold on - this girl will be my end. Our noses and foreheads touch and all I can hear are her gasps as I thrust myself deep inside her. This feels so intimate, more intimate than anything we could ever have imagined.
I feel her pussy clamp and ripple around me as she gets dangerously close to orgasm. I can't wait to feel her unravel around me. I lean down, claiming her lips, kissing her like it's the last time I'll get to taste her and that tips her over the edge. We come crashing down together. Her pussy clenches my cock, tightening around me as I spill myself into her.
I slow myself, making sure to support her weight as she comes down from her high "Baby, are you ok?" I ask, looking down at her, a beautiful flush covering her cheeks as she smiles up to me.
"Kiss me again?" she asks, stroking my neck, running her hands through my hair at the base of my neck.
I lean down and kiss her, hard. I could kiss her forever. Her tongue slips inside my mouth as she moans and I nip at her tongue, tasting blood I suck her tongue inside my mouth. My cock starts to harden again and Sam shifts herself underneath me, loosening her legs from around my middle. I laugh as I sit myself back on my heels, removing myself from her watching my seed slip out from her pussy. I gently slide my finger across her pussy collecting myself that spilled out of her and softly push it back into her pussy as Sam lets out an almost silent moan.
"Can't waste a drop baby," I chuckle as I move to get off the bed. I walk around to the side of the bed, helping Sam stand up off the bed.
"Si, It's all wasted, I have the implant," she rolls her eyes at me as she stands on shaky legs.
I turn her to face me, pulling both her arms up to inspect where this implant is.
"Si, you are not taking it out, but for reference, it's in my left arm," I drop her right arm, holding the left closer for inspection.
She giggles and tries to wiggle away from me as I lick from the inside of her elbow up to where I can see a faint scar of the implant insertion. Without warning, I bite down on her arm, hard enough to leave a mark but not enough to bleed.
"You cannot bite out my implant Si, it's staying!" she pouts and pulls her arm from me, resting them both on her hips trying to be intimidating.
I lean down, holding her chin tilting her face up to mine, "Oh baby, that's coming out whether you like it or not. I have a feeling you'll like being tied down, a little knife play, I'll be the nurse and you can be the patient for once, ohhh yeah I'm getting hard again at the thought" I wink before walking towards the bathroom.
"Si!! You are crazy," she playfully pushes past me running to the bathroom, "and I'm getting in the shower first, you take too long!" I smack her peachy ass as she runs past.
"I'll pop the kettle on while you warm up the water love," I shake my head as I walk and I catch myself smiling. Fuck.
I flick the kettle on and grip onto the kitchen bench so tightly I think I could snap it. It hits me like a fucking freight train. I hang my head down and squeeze my eyes shut. Flashing in front of my eyes are all the terrible, despicable, disgusting things I've done in my life, all the blood, all of the innocent people I've killed.
Fuck, I'm in too deep. I should never have let her get under my skin. What a fucking understatement - she's not just under my skin, she's in my veins, she's all I see in my future. I've never allowed myself to be happy before, that's not part of my job, I've never allowed myself to love before. I'm not the commitment type. I don't want to hurt her, I don't want her to see the real me and hate me. I can't meet her family and go to Christmas dinner - what a fucking joke that would be. She deserves better. I shouldn't be here bringing her in only to fuck her over and throw her away. I don't want to - but it's inevitable.
Sam walks behind me, snapping me out of my own thoughts.
"Si," she pauses, stepping closer placing her hands on my back, she leans in and kisses my back before resting her forehead on my back, "Whats going on? Talk to me".
I turn to her and she moves in closer. Her wet hair hangs over her shoulders and she's just wearing a bright pink oversized t-shirt. Her mascara has run a little and there's this softness to her skin because she's still warm from the shower.
She raises her hand, stroking down my cheek before cuddling into my chest, wrapping her arms around me as tightly as she can considering her arms don't meet around my middle. I pick her up, turning her to sit on the edge of the counter. She doesn't let go, instead she moves her arms up around my neck. I breathe in her smell, her skin so warm and soft, I gently push her wet hair from her neck and kiss her behind her ear. I don't remove myself from the crook of her neck, I can't look at her because I don't want to see the hurt I am inevitably going to cause. Sam will be another casualty, wounded just like me.
"I don't want to hurt you Sam," I hang my head in defeat and she sighs, moving away slightly to hold my cheeks up so that we are looking eye to eye. I can see tears welling in her eyes, threatening to spill over and I feel like such an arse hole. She gives me a sad half smile and I feel my heart stop.
Sam looks away from me and sighs, "Si, my dad's a raging alcoholic that beat my brother and I every single day. My mum left when I was 4 and I have no idea where she is and frankly I don't fucking care. We got dropped off at my grandparents when I was 9 because my dad chose to spend his money on booze and we went to school every day hungry. I tried to keep my head down until I was old enough to join the military and get my nursing degree. I've seen some really bad shit Simon from the man that was meant to protect me the most, you won't hurt me because you're better than that. You don't think you are, but you are."
Tears spill from Sam's eyes running hot streaks down her cheeks, I wipe the pad of my thumb over her cheeks to smudge away a tear.
"Sam, I don't want to hurt you but this is so fucking scary to me," I cup her face in my hands wiping away tears as they spill quietly from her eyes.
"Imagine that, me, scared! I have never let anyone in before. I am not a good man, I have done so many fucking terrible things that will haunt me till the day I die. Things that would make you sick, that make me sick! But you've come in and given me this fucking smile I can't seem to get rid of and you're all I think about. I'm going to try to be everything you need but I can't promise I won't make mistakes. If you want to back out now, I won't stop you" I take a heavy breath, expecting her to ask me to leave.
"You aren't allowed to tell me what to do, I'm a big girl I can handle myself Ghost,".
I pull her in closer and rub the pad of my thumb across her plump bottom lip. Sam closes her eyes and I kiss her slowly like time itself has slowed right down. I feel her pull my body closer and I want to rip open my chest and place her right next to my heart. I want her with me always, I want her taste on my tongue, the sweet smell of her shampoo in my nose, I want my uniform to smell of her floral perfume. Most of all I want to keep her safe, from the world, from me.