HAPPY MOTHERING SUNDAY, DEAR MOM

30th March, 20??

Happy Mothering Sunday,

Dear Mom.

Dear Dia,

Today is a Sunday. Not just any Sunday. It's 'THE' Sunday. The day set aside to honor mothers all over the world.

Another day to be reminded that she's no more. A day to sit still in a pew and refrain from shattering in front of all gathered.

Mom had died on the 11th day of November and since then we've been attending mothering Sundays as a memorial of her death and the life she had lived. When she had been alive, we in fact attended but it had been different. She had been alive and now she isn't.

It's been precisely two hundred and ten Sundays since the first one we went without her. A thousand and six hundred days since she died. Four mothering Sundays since her demise. Three, I had been in attendance. One hundred and four Sundays after the last one. And 2 years and ten days I've been dreading this.