The Reason of Death

Hanging out with Emily all the time really effected my studies. Whenever I would tell Emily that I’m busy I’ve gotta study she would bring up some emergency or tell me that she had a fight with her parents and needed emotional support. And I couldn’t even ignore or deny anything she asked for, she was a big part of my life now and was on my top three priority list. In school I was more kinder and softer now everyone noticed this change in me. During this time there many rumours about me in the school which was not about change in my behaviour but was about my good grades, my looks and my ability. This wasn’t the only strange thing that bothered me Oliver was still ignoring me and was also very rude and cold towards me even though I never bullied him or Emily after knowing about there relationship. This was really effecting me and Emily was not helping me in anyway.

One day while sitting on the school terrace alone I saw Maddie. She was the gossip queen of our school. She knew everything about the latest rumours. So I went near her and asked if she has any idea from where all this rumours of me were coming from. She indeed knew everything about it including who started it all. “Emily was the one who started it all” said Maddie. I couldn’t believe what I heard seeing my reaction and obvious hurt on my face her face softened and she said in a soft voice “I know that it is hard to believe especially when she was the only person you ever trusted but trust me she is the one behind everything. This is way everyone believed in it. You know in that party in which Oliver confessed to Emily he said something that really shocked everyone”. “what did he say?!!”. “That day he was thanking Emily for warning him aboutyou. Apparently she had told him that you were just playing around and did not actually like him...”

My mind was all blank that whole day. I went home and asked my mother if she was free and we can talk but as usual she told me that I was wasting her and my precious time and I should go and study. It had always been like that my father would mostly be with his mistress than his own family and he did not care about me or my mother a bit and my mother would just spend all her time partying and drinking to escape her insecurities. The whole night I sat on my bed thinking about how stupid I was for trusting Emily. Next day I messaged Emily to meet me on the roof top of our school in break time. I waited for her in the roof top as the minutes passed by and yep she was fifteen minutes late. She was laughing while looking at her phone. “why! why did you do it!?” I screamed at her. At first she looked very confused and asked very innocently “wh-what did I do?”. “oh so you don’t know how you spread those rumors and stole Oliver from me”. Hearing this her face expression instantly changed and she was looking right into my eyes and smirking. She said “ oh! So you’ve finally figured out that your own best friend was behind all of it. It took you a whole semester to figure this out I thought you were a genius”. Those words coming out of her mouth was so painful and all that came out of my mouth was a ‘why?’. But as soon as she heard that her smirk faded into a furious scream “why you ask you freaking ruined my life. Growing up all my parents did was to compared you with me. Whenever you will score the top grade in my town they would always scold and beat me. You always thought so highly of yourself so I wanted to show your place”. Hearing that I was filled with anger “If you had any problem with me being better than you then you should have worked hard and studied. You are nothing but a pathetic looser”. “A what?! Who the hell are you calling a pathetic looser” saying that she pushed me hard and since I was standing on the edge of the roof I lost my balance and fell off my head first on the concrete floor kill me on the spot. Emily easily escaped after killing me. She told everyone that we were just playing around when all of a Sudden I lost my balance and fell of and no one ever questioned her because in everyone’s eyes she was an innocent and kind girl. On my funeral people would talk shit about me. My soul didn’t get peace either. I was stuck on Earth. I thought maybe after killing Emily I would be free but I was wrong after which I killed Oliver too and then many students of my school. Due to the constant death occurring in my school it was closed down and this used to be my school. This is what happened to me all those years ago. What is wrong with you? Why so depressed”