Chapter 2- I wish to go back to the past

Few hours later.

In Junxi ward.

"So you are Junxi private Doctor when he was in the wang mansion?" Meixue asked.

"I don't understand why are all of you not accepting him ! Is it so unforgiving to have such a friend or boyfriend ?! Do all of you know how he was treated and beaten up?! He suffered for four years! A total of four years!!!" Doctor Ren replied sadly.

"Then why are you not helping him these four years?! You are an undercover, you only care about yourself! " Mingguang asked angrily.

"I have no choice! We have no evidence against Wang de Qiang! I also hate that bastard very much! But there is nothing I can do!" Doctor Ren replied.

Junxi woke up ten minutes ago and heard everything. Tears kept falling down. His cries alerted them.

"Junxi! How are you feeling now?!" Doctor Ren asked anxiously.

"I..I am fine. I just feel very very tired. Doctor Ren, can we call off the trial? I can't go on any longer. If I really lose the case, I accept the fate. My heart and mind cannot take it anymore." Junxi replied in tears.

"I will speak to your lawyer and see what we can do. We will definitely not let you go to jail." Ming Guang said.

"I would want to have a word with meixue privately." Junxi said.

"Sure, meixue, doctor ren and me will make a move first. We will come over to visit you tomorrow." Mingguang replied.

Doctor Ren and Mingguang left the ward.

"Mei..Meixue, are you able to bring our son to see me these few days? I..I am worried I won't be able to pull through. I have never seen him before." Junxi asked softly and trembling.

"I will bring him to the hospital tomorrow. Junxi, why do you wear a glove on your right hand? Can I have a look at the hand?" Meixue asked.

Junxi pull back his right arm. He does not want to let Meixue knows his right hand was already paralysed.

"My…my hand was burnt badly during the torture. It's very ugly so I wore a glove." Junxi replied awkwardly.

"Junxi, are you hiding anything from me? " Meixue asked.

Junxi kept silence, lied on the bed and cover himself with the blanket.

Meixue grabbed junxi right arm and pulled his glove off. She got a shock when she saw nearly eight to ten suicide marks on his right wrist and a deep hole in the centre of his palm.

Junxi pushed meixue away and cried profusely....

"Why is everyone pushing me to the wall!? What have I done wrong?! Yes! These wounds are done all by myself! Are you satisfied!? You have a family! I have nothing but torture and misery! I kept begging him to let me go! But it's always empty promises again and again! He..he said I can leave if I become disabled! So..so after been diagnosed with the third stage of Leukaemia, in the kitchen I took a knife and stabbed my right palm several times to make sure i will be paralysed! I did it!!!!Hahaha!!" Junxi laughing and crying at the same time.

03 April 2008.

Hokkaido, Japan.

In Lao wang apartment. 0900pm

Lao want room.

”Undress all your clothes and wait for me in the BDSM room.” Lao wang said.

”Sorry Lao wang, this is a USD3 Million cheque. Please.. please let me go. I cannot serve you anymore.” Junxi said softly.

Lao wang pulled junxi hair hardly….

”What do you say?! You have the guts to say it again!?” Lao wang asked fiercely.

”As..as per your contract, if I paid off all the debts or got any terminal illnesses, the contract will be automatically be terminated.” Junxi replied softly.

Out of anger, Lao Wang pushes Junxi onto the floor.

“This..this is my medical report. I.. I have done a third quarter removal of my stomach due to my cancer relapse. And my liver is also deteriorating. Now I need a tummy removal bag insert next to my tummy. I really cannot afford to do such strenuous activities anymore. Please let me go.” Junxi said crying.

”But you seem fine to me. With this cheque of course you can leave. But under one condition, you have to give up one hand or leg, in front of me!” Lao wang replied loudly.

”One.. one leg or hand?!” Junxi asked.

Lao wang threw a big dagger onto the floor….

”No guts to do it in front of me?! Or you want me to do it for you?” Lao wang asked laughing.

Junxi lightly stab his right palm.

“These are just small cuts. It will not hurt your hand at all. Let me help you.” Lao wang said.

Lao wang stabs at junxi right palm several times, aiming at his nerves areas.

”Ah!!! No! Ah!!!!” Junxi shouted.

17 October 2009.

Hong kong.

Mei xue hugged him tightly...

"Sorry! I am so sorry!" Meixue replied in tears and hugs junxi tightly.

"Xue..Xue, how can we go back to the school days again?! I…I want to go back to the good old days." Junxi cried and asked.

05 January 1997

Hong Kong

In the hospital.

The first day Junxi and Meixue met.

The park near to the school.

Meixue was cycling to the school. Junxi, Mingguang and Jiacong were racing to school. Junxi rode too fast and fell to the floor. His right leg was bruised and bleeding. Meixue around the corner stopped and helped him....

"Hey, are you alright?!" Meixue asked anxiously.

"These two idiots just leave me here!" Junxi said angrily to himself.

Meixue saw his leg bleeding profusely ….

"We are wearing the same uniform. I am not sure where is the school as today is my first day." Meixue said.

"I…I send you go to the school." Junxi replied.

"Quickly get onto my bike! Your bicycle is already down the drain. You direct me there." Meixue said anxiously.

Meixue lift him to her bicycle and she got up on the cyclist seat….

"Hold my waist tightly! I will ride as fast as possible as we are going to be late and you are injured!" Meixue said loudly.

At that very moment Junxi hold onto her waist, he knew she will be his future girlfriend or wife. He fell in love with her at first sight.

Outside the secondary school.

When they reached to the school, Meixue immediately get down the bicycle and when she turned around she saw Junxi fainted on her. She lift him on the way to the first aid room.

Mingguang and Jiacong rushed over.

In the first aid room.

"How is Junxi?" Mingguang asked.

"His right leg is bruised and bleed badly. Aren't all of you friends?! How can you leave him alone when he have Haemophilia!? He may bleed to death!" Meixue asked anxiously.

Jiacong took the pills from Junxi bag…..

"Here, these are his pills, Xue." Jiacong said.

"Wait, both of you knew each other?!" Mingguang asked surprisingly.

"Yes, she is my cousin. I saw her cycling on the way that's why I didn't stop to help Junxi." Jiacong replied.

Meixue quickly lift Junxi up and tried to give the pills to him, but the water was unable to sip thru his mouth. Meixue put the pill into her mouth and drank the water and opened his mouth and mouth to mouth fed him the pill.

"Wow! Your cousin is so open!" Mingguang said surprisingly.

"Is not open. She wants to be a life saviour in the future." Jiacong replied.

At that very moment she fed Junxi with the pill and water, Junxi woke up and saw her kissing him. He nearly got choked by the pill and water. He quickly swallowed down.

Meixue quickly moved back…

"Don't get misunderstood. I..I am just feeding the pill thru my mouth cos you have fainted. If I don't fed you the pill you may bleed to death. I..I go back to my classroom." Meixue said shyly.

Meixue ran off.

"Yo! Bro! First day of school got kissed by a beauty! Lucky you!" Mingguang and Jiacong said laughing.

Junxi tried to get up the bed to beat them but he was too weak to do so.

"Hey bro! Stay here and rest. We will tell the teacher that you are sick. Anyway you are always sick." Jiacong replied.

Junxi heard the word, "always sick", he looked very upset upon hearing those words.

Mingguang pat his shoulders …..

"Bro, don't think the wrong way. Jiacong is always so straight and the things he said may hurt you without him knowing it." Mingguang said.

"It's..it's alright. I am fine." Junxi replied.

-End of Chapter 2