chapter 1

Chapter 1

I remember how beautiful youth can be

The heart pounding as my feet kept sweeping the floor, the sound of the sea by the bridge as ran i aimlessly I could feel the cold rain kissing my face and head I didn't care if I fell on the slippery floor

I just wanted to be free and feel the sound of my heart beating fast as I smile gently at the man running in front of me. Every moment was amazing and exciting I didn't know where my destination was I didn't know why I was running so fast under the pouring rain but...but...I loved it, I was in my youth.

Being young is fun and admirable cause it's the moment where I have no worries and I can smile as hard as I want, I want to smile under this rain forever! I don't ever want my youth to come to am end.

"So woo! Wait for me!!" I shouted at the top of my voice to catch up with my boyfriend who was aimlessly running nonstop, we ran to stand under a bus stop and waited for the rain to stop, we were completely drenched but we didn't care, the smell of rain is one of my most favorite smell in the world and that cold and cozy feeling the weather leave behind, I smiled at the sky as I watched the rain pour it was exciting to see those raindrops touch the ground...it made me really happy

"Looks like you really love the rain...you can't seem to stop smiling" Soo woo said after admiring my beautiful smile for while

"Yes... raining seasons are most favorite seasons ever!" I replied still smiling as I stretched my hand to under the rain

"You're making jealous... it's like you the rain more than me" he said looking sad but I know he was just teasing me

"Raining seasons happens once every year..but you... you're always with me..so let me like the rain for now I'll like you more once the seasons passes" I was expecting him to complain about my remark but he just stood there and stared at me, his gaze was warm and sincere this just proves how much he likes me and it made me happy

"...alright you can like the rain for now... I'll like the rain with you as well" he said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder and gave me a warm smile, this are the best moments of my life being young and free with no issues.

"Wake up! Wake up!!... it's already morning" the sound of my sister morning voice brought me back to reality, I groaned as I found it difficult to get up from bed

"Soo woo" I said almost whispering

"Soo woo?..did you dream about him again?!...wow! You keep dreaming about the high school boyfriend you had when you were 17...get your ass up you 27 years old lazy woman?!!!" She shouted so loudly I could feel my ear almost going deaf

"You're really the worst do you have to remind me that am 27 everyday... don't you have work today?!"

"It's Sunday you fool...I made breakfast go eat before it gets cold"

Standing in the toilet with a toothbrush in my mouth I looked at myself closely in the mirror, I miss being young and free I miss the smile I used to have without fear..I miss the...

"Do you plan on spending the whole day in the toilet?!!" My sister shouted from outside, I raised my face and went to eat the food she made

"Unnie!" I called

"What?!"

"You know sometimes you act like you're not the same sister who begged me not to commit suicide last year"

She scoffed obviously annoyed

"Go and kill yourself now...I don't care anyless" she said went back to cleaning the floor, but I know it's a lie she would beg me the moment I try to kill myself

"Look at you acting all cold-hearted" I said and turned on the news

NEWS

...she died in a car accident this morning close to Incheon airport...mr Kim daughter Kim soo hyun...." the remote dropped from my hand after hearing this horrible news

"Isn't she the same Soo hyun...the one who's face you had done with plastic surgery" my sister said unable to believe her ears

It's been a year since I had plastic surgery done after the fire accident and the person face I choose suddenly died this morning..why?...why in the world? I pounder to myself.