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Kim Min-jun, Ryu Seol's classmate from high school, likes her.
No, he loved her.
Ever since he was in the same class in first grade, there hasn't been a single day that he hasn't thought of Ryu Seol.
How could it not be?
'She is so fucking pretty...''
When she first entered the class and he saw her face, all he could think of was blank.
Her short hair that touches her shoulders, her petite body, and her cute yet pretty face.
She always spreads a bright smile around her, so whenever he sees her, he always notices the slightly crooked corners of her eyes, the corners of her mouth that are pleasantly raised, and the charming lips that shine pink.
Although her body was a bit small, her unbalanced breasts, which were quite voluminous, would have caught the attention of not only him but also all the men in the school who encountered her.
Ryu Seol was always surrounded by her friends, especially the ones she thought were good-looking; they all liked Ryu Seol.
Unlike those kids, I wasn't good-looking or anything special. In the end, all I could do was suffer and fall in love unrequitedly.
I did.
One day, the two of us met to evaluate the performance of each group of two.
His relationship with the girl, who was just his classmate, changed a little.
"Kim Min-jun, do you listen to Naver's song?! I like it a lot too!"
"Huh? Ah, yes. My sister liked it, so I listened to it too."
"Is this new song really good? I was listening to that song all day last weekend."
"Yeah, that's right. Even now, I listen to that and Chris Roper songs alternately every time I go to school.
"Chris Roper?! What, you have the exact same taste in music as me? That's awesome! Who else do you listen to? I listen to ASR and Lamy."
His heart pounded, and he was dumbfounded when he saw Ryu Seol jumping up and down in front of him and listing his favorite songs of hers.
It was a big coincidence. These were songs that I listened to a lot due to the influence of my pop-loving older sister, and they suited her tastes perfectly.
'Fuck, sister, thank you so much!!'
For the first time, he began to feel grateful towards her older sister, who was always fighting. Because he never dreamed that he would be able to have such a fun conversation with Ryu Seol.
And ever since then, I could really feel it. My closeness to Ryu Seol increased.
"Hehe!!! You should share the file with me!"
"The file is somewhat large. I will give you my pen drive tomorrow."
"What do you say? Send it to me via Talk! If you send me the song, I'll buy you a special chocolate milk."
Ryu Seol was close to all the children, but she never got closer than a certain level to any man.
'I heard that she rejected everyone who confessed to her, and although she likes to hang out together, I've never heard of her hanging out alone with another boy.'
She was that kind of person, and she became one step closer to me by singing only to me.
Thanks to this, his high school life was fun and happy every day.
"Ah, what a pop song! It sounds so fucking stereotypical."
Sometimes there were people who grumbled like that out of jealousy, but I actually felt superior to that attitude.
'Yeah, Ryu Seol, and I like things that look like a fucking frame.'
There were more than ten people in my class who were more handsome, better at sports, and better at studying than me. However, no one can chat and hang out with Ryu Seol this closely every day.
I was the only one with the pride of being the closest to Ryu Seol among men.
It was the same beyond the first year, even into the second and third years.
Even at that time, I was still friendly with Ryu Seol, but I couldn't muster up the courage to confess my true feelings.
I knew it.
Although we get along well and have fun conversations, Ryu Seol never has feelings for me.
But it was okay.
'Because Ryu Seol is not interested in dating.'
Even though she may not be mine, she is still no one else's.
That's why I was able to smile, even though I was suffering from unrequited love. But I couldn't completely abandon my love for her.
I even masturbated dozens of times while watching girl group dance videos from Ryu Seol's festival.
No matter how many times I see Ryu Seol doing sexy dances in thin clothes, I never get tired of it.
'Wow, her belly button is so cute.'
The pure white belly, the small belly button with a dot in the middle, and the plump thighs visible under the hot pants always gave me strength for my dick.
While watching the fancam video someone had filmed and uploaded, I imagined that one day I would touch Ryu Seol's body to my heart's content and have sex, and I cummed over and over again.
On the outside, we were friendly, but on the other hand, I was masturbating and imagining Ryu Seol's breasts and pussy which I had never seen before.
At the end of my high school days.
I heard that Ryu Seol was not in good condition that day, so he failed his CSAT and decided to take the exam again.
[Ryu Seol: Mistress's stomach hurts and ruins it]
[Me: What should I do?]
[Ryu Seol]: I have to take the exam. I will study while working part-time at a convenience store near my house.
[Me: Cheer up]
[Me: Whenever I find a good song, I send it to you.]
[Ryu Seol: Thank youㅠ]
It was sad, but at the same time, I felt joy. Other men, who were potential competitors, began to enjoy campus life after going to college, so their interest in Ryu Seol faded.
It was partly because the people who wanted to confess had already been kicked and left, but honestly, it was a good thing.
The important thing is that there are no longer many men other than me who can comfortably visit Ryu Seol.
Moreover, my house is quite close, so I was able to visit the convenience store where she works without too much of a burden even while attending college.
Of course, if I do it too often, it will show up and become a burden, so only occasionally.
And today.
It's been two weeks since I last stopped by the convenience store.
'Shiba, wouldn't it be strange if we went slowly?'
After thinking about it for a while, I came to see Ryu Seol. Early in the morning, I set my hair and dressed up as much as I could.
He asked for a favor at the hair shop he frequented every time he went to see Ryu Seol.
"I have important work to do, so please touch it with wax."
Only after completing that preparation can you gain even a little bit of confidence.
"Welcome… What! Ryu Seol here again?"
"Hi, but why are there so few customers at this convenience store?"
"This place is completely empty . It's good to study, but!"
For the first time in fourteen days, he saw her face, and he somehow looked much prettier than before. Her already radiant smile seemed even more radiant, and her voice was brimming with exuberant happiness.
Looking at that scene, I couldn't shake the feeling of 'what if?".
'Are you happy that I'm here after such a long time?'
I knew it was nonsense.
But.
'I hope so' changed to 'it might be so'.
The desire to put an end to this unrequited love that has been going on for four years is something I have always had.
-Excited, Excited
I felt my heart beating violently. Is it worth giving it a try, at least once? The thought dominated my mind.
It must be hard to retake the exam while working a part-time job, so if I confess it with the feeling of being by your side at a time like this,.
'Am I okay? I somehow think it will work!'
But it wasn't cool to confess right away, so I had to wait until her part-time job was over.
'I can buy food for myself while I wait.'
After seeing her off home, be romantic in front of her.
"Hey, what are you doing today after your part-time job?"
In my head, I was already imagining successfully confessing and having a baby, so I spoke as bluntly as possible.
I know she'll probably be studying since she's retaking the exam, but it's been a while since I've seen her, so I thought I'd try to invite her to eat at least once.
"What am I doing? Of course I'm studying at home."
-Tingle!
'Miss, who is coming to this kind of convenience store?'
When the bell of the convenience store cut off Ryu Seol's conversation, I cursed harshly in my mind. Because she was working part-time, it was difficult to have a comfortable conversation when customers came.
But at that moment,.
Completely different from just a moment ago.
No.
In the fourth year since I knew her, I have never seen her again.
Ryu Seol was wearing such a bright smile.
To the guest who has just entered:.
"Oppa!!"
***
I didn't want to believe the reality I was seeing right now.
Ryu Seol is in front of me.
She was truly showing the appearance of a 'girl in love'.
Toward an ordinary man I've never met who is no different from me.
"Oppa, you're not going to the library today?!"
"I was just going to rest today. So I stopped by for a moment. Who is this person?"
"Hey, this is my friend from high school! His name is Minjun; he's just a classmate!"
-Wicking..Cracked heart
The words she emphasized, such as 'friend' and 'just classmate', to avoid being misunderstood, pounded my heart mercilessly.
In my heart... it was so painful.
"Ah, hello. I'm Seol's boyfriend, Lee Seonha."
"…"
And what the man said next confirmed it to me. Unable to believe that, he looked at Ryu Seol out of the corner of his eye and saw that she was twisting her body and feeling embarrassed.
Despair covered me.
I never thought she would have a boyfriend. Because there was no change in Ryu Seol's profile picture.
'Fuck… Fuck…! Is it true? '
He never imagined that she, who always showed a confident and bright appearance, would act like such a cute girl in front of her boyfriend.
Even though it was directed at a man other than me.
I didn't even want to imagine it.
"Well, I am... her high school friend... Kim Minjun…
I received the greeting in a trembling voice, trying to ignore the heart that was aching from the cruel truth, my breathing becoming suffocated, and my heart that felt like it was about to burst into tears.
"He's also a huge fan of Nauv, so we talked about it a lot before~ He likes it too!"
"That's right. But these days, I'm listening to girl group songs."
"Huh?! Why all of a sudden?!"
"I heard you dance in a girl group. It reminded me of that, and it was nice to hear it after a long time."
"Ah! I'll definitely show you next time! I already practiced a little again!
"Really? I'm looking forward to it."
I didn't want to see the two of them talking amicably anymore. But I didn't want to suddenly leave like an idiot. I couldn't show Ryu Seol such an ugly side.
Ryu Seol, who was chatting in front of the man with a flushed face for a moment, touched her own face and blushed.
"That's right, I put on my makeup... I didn't know that my brother would suddenly show up. Oh, brother! I'll go to the bathroom right away! If anyone comes, please tell them to wait a moment."
With those words, Ryu Seol suddenly disappears inside.
I was left in my seat, still standing blankly with the aching pain in my chest, while Ryu Seol's boyfriend played with his phone as if he had no interest in me.
As I looked at it, a fire broke out inside me.
'Why, why…!'
If it were an incredibly handsome man, even if it hurts my heart, I would have said, 'Okay, since this is the case, I would have been with Ryu Seol.'' I would have given up thinking about the same thing.
But this guy, although his thin eyes with lowered corners gave a good impression, that was really all he had.
'Fuck it, he is nothing special!'
To be honest, he was better than me. But if you were to say that it was incomparable, he wasn't. That's why my feelings of jealousy rose even more.
If I had been a little faster, I would definitely have been with Ryu Seol. I can't erase this thought.
There was great jealousy of the man in front of me, a bit of betrayal for not telling me that she had a boyfriend, and sadness over the end of my unrequited love.
"Fuck… Why are you with this bastard?"
All of that came together, and I ended up swearing out loud without even realizing it. I was even more shocked at that moment, but out of pride, I didn't leave the place or apologize.
I even had a low expectation that if he got angry at my words and used violence, Ryu Seol might lose affection for that man because of that.
But Lee Seonha is Ryu Seol's boyfriend.
-Pisik
He laughed as if it were ridiculous. And he came one step closer to me.
"Over there."
"… What."
I flinched for a moment, but I didn't want to show weakness.
The only thing holding me where I am now is pride.
The confidence built on jealousy, which I had never shown in my life, made me hold my head up high and give strength to my eyes.
He said that to me.
"Do you know anything?"
Are you asking what I know?
As I was looking at the smiling face with a puzzled expression, something continued that made me doubt my ears.
"Seol's pussy is so fucking tight."
"… … What?"
Fucking… What!!!!!!!!!?