Chapter 2. Past life Vs. New life

Hi! I'm Lisa! I was 24 years old! Until I died but let's focus on important stuff! Unfortunately, I was a college student learning how to be a doctor! And being a doctor is eight years in college! Or at least if you wanna get a degree or something. So eight years, I studied! So I have 1 MORE YEAR LEFT!! And I could've become a doctor! But noOooOo! Fate had different plans!! They wanted to kill me before I could've even become a doctor! I don't know who they is. That's just how I refer to the people who made me like this. I was walking in my hallway is on my phone like a normal... kinda normal person. Can't say I was normal because then I'd be lying. I wish life gave me a heads up before I died! But they didn't have to make my life shitty before I died!! Soooo…. Yeah I said my life became shitty…. I can't believe how many times I have said it, but I'm gonna say it again. Let me explain! 24 year old who had a boyfriend, two cats, cold parents but started to love me, siblings who got married! And I got a good job! Until one day I think May, 13 when I was at a coffee shop with my boyfriend and he broke up with me and left me in the rain….. he used to be my coworker, I said I wasn't ready for a relationship before I actually got to know him. When I did, I fell for him. Big mistake. His family was deep in debt but no matter what he would always find a way to pay for meals or nice gifts. I should've known that he was doing it to win my heart over and it worked! I loved him. We've been dating for 5 years. 5 years down the drain. Next terrible thing my sibling kids died and so did their husband…..and then they died due to depression…..my parents became more violent with me since I still lived with them. My dad became a gambler. My mom became a drunk….. my mom was still in her 40s….yeah I know. Messed up, huh? My dad was 45 years old. They became abusive and mean. I soon later lost my job because my boss wanted to give my position to his daughter, who couldn't even do anything right!! Example, example! my job was a graphic designer! But when she did it, the design was completely messed up.

None of the colors matched up! Hell the design wasn't even making sense. Triangles and random places, With scratches and rips everywhere! She said that she wanted to go with a design that looked colorful?! And she didn't even make the colors match! She put green with orange! Red and green! Blue and orange! Yellow and violet! All of these colors were terrible! And then when she made the designs as I said before it was terrible! It was tragic. I can't even explain. So when I heard I got replaced with this son of a….no a dumb bitch! I immediately quit! I was not about to be fired and replaced with this girl! I left the building. After that….. there was some weird man selling something outside of the building... he came up to me and asked if I wanted to buy happy pills…. I felt like this man was delusional and I felt bad so I gave him some money and bought the pills….. worst mistake but also best mistake!

When I arrived home, I immediately ran back into my room before my parents saw me. I didn't want to tell them what happened. Because I knew they would hit me. I locked my door got a glass of water.... I was really trusting this old man word.

I took the pill…. And then blackness came over me….. and all I heard was an ambulance…..I soon woke up and I opened a door…..a girl with pink hair and golden eyes hugged a man with black hair and golden eyes who was glaring me down. "HOW DARE YOU DO THIS?!" He screamed at me.

I looked at him with an emotionless stare…. I didn't know who this man was…. so I said the most logical thing that came up into my mind. "What?"

Ugh. Stupid mistake.