Nayana has just broken up with her childhood friend Garvi because Garvi cheated on her. He also experienced an upsetting heartbreak. 
When Garvi moved house and was no longer her neighbor, Nareswara returned to Jakarta. Nareswara's presence annoyed Nayana because she didn't like her neighbor even though they had been friends since they were babies. After all, Nareswara's behavior was often naughty towards her. Nayana's dislike is inversely proportional to her mother and two siblings who like Nareswara and warmly welcome Nareswara. 

Even though she doesn't like Nareswara, Nayana also misses Nareswara, but she hides her feelings because of her pride. Even at school, Nareswara and Nayana couldn't be far from each other because they were in the same class and the same archery club. Slowly, Nayana begins to like Nareswara, especially when Nayana finds out the reason for Nareswara's cruel nature towards her all this time. That's because Nareswara was jealous of Garvi who took Nayana's attention when they were little. So, Nareswara wants to win back Nayana's attention by behaving mischievously. 

Nareswara is a support system for Nayana in achieving all of Nayana's changing dreams. Nareswara was so sincere towards Nayana, making Nayana slowly develop a feeling of love in her heart for Nareswara, even though Nareswara had had that feeling of love for a long time. However, Nayana didn't want what happened between her and Garvi to happen again, so she denied it all. Until Nayana turned twenty years old, Nayana could no longer avoid it, she accepted Nareswara's love and they decided to become lovers.

Mr. Lipstick

For adults, what we do sometimes looks bad. But behind it all they don't understand that we have tried very hard and almost crazy to do it. Haven't they been in the same era as us? Yes, but what happened in their time was different from what happened in our time. The earth is getting older, so the storyline must be different. It may look the same or be forced to be the same but that will make us even more left behind. Living in the present but feeling like a past that we never knew. Don't let it be if forced like that. We will not be ourselves and it will make the earth feel like it is turning back. It feels confusing. So, keep walking forward and stay focused on what we should go through. Not walking backwards or staying in place. 


This is life in youth. A time where there is love, hate and emptiness. There are three elements that I will tell in this novel. Elements that are very thick in my youth. 


Chapter 41