Too much pain … Too little love
A novel mixed between romance and drama, love and pain
It is  talks about someone who is looking for  love, but finds it with much pain
Will she protagonist be able to escape from the controls of her mother and aristocratic society?
Will he be able to forgive his father for what he did and move on with his love?
Is love bigger and greater than hate and forgetting?

Too Much pain.....Too Little love

(Johnny) was ten years old, while (Eric) was fifteen ... Their mother was sitting among them eating food in happiness and joy, 


 (Johnny) said: Mom tomorrow is your birthday, what do you want a gift from me? 


So (Eric) mocked him: Do you ask someone the day before his birthday what he wants as a gift? ... you idiot. 


So (Johnny) rose from his seat angry: Mom, tell (Eric) to shut up ... I am not a fool. 


The mother laughed, saying: You are the most precious gift a person can get on his entire life. 


Then their meeting was disturbed by the sudden entry of the father carrying his glass of drink, in a state of complete drunk. 


He sat at the table where they were eating while he was reeling, grabbed the plate of (Eric) and arranged on his head, saying: Good boy ... good boy, and you are not such as a rogue who loves his mother only. 


(Johnny) rose sharply from his board and his mother held his hand and said to calm him: Stop, my dear, it is your father. 


Mother got angry: (Peter), stop, it's your son? Why do you treat him like this?! 


Father: Treat him like this? He is a spoiled boy like his mother ... I don’t know why me married you first and left her?!!! 


(Johnny) angrily said, "If you want someone other than mom, go ahead and go to her?" 


His father grabbed his neck with a force that almost suffocated him, so (Eric) stood up and grabbed his father's hand: Dad, what do you do, you hurt him? 


The father removed (Eric's) hand and he fell on the ground 


 the mother got hold of her husband's hand, so he left (Johnny)’s neck and grabbed her hair tightly, saying: You are the reason for all this. You corrupted my children's minds ... My children who, if they were from her, will be different. 


She cried: If you leave .... but you cannot, because she left you like a dog and went to someone else. She went to that one who have money and power while you are poor and impoverished 


Her husband slapped her hard and she fell as a result of the slap on the ground, so he grabbed her hair again and raised it to him as he looked at his children who were holding each other in fear 


He said to them: Do you see that women ... I will make she suffer all her life. 


So (Johnny) ran towards them while holding his mother's foot: Please leave her, Father, please. 


His father looked at him with disgust, saying: Dad ... Now you have mentioned my name and know who I am, you stupid. 


So (Eric) got up as well and grabbed his father from behind: Dad, stop you hurting them. 


He threw them together on the ground, while holding their mother's hair: Get out of here ... or else you will be hurt as well. 


The mother shouted, saying: Leave me, you sick .... Leave me, I must divorce you, you are sick and no one should stay with you. 


His anger increased to the point of explosion, and he gripped her more forcefully: you traitor, I will show you. 


And he threw her with the most forceful force on the ground, and she hit her head against a small table, dropping it in severe bleeding 


He kept looking at her, unconscious of what had happened? , and her children ran to her shouting: Mama ... Mum .... Please, mom. 


But she kept looking at them amid her blood and tears ... until she breathed her last ?!!!! 


chapter 2