Chapter 6 I feel guilty

"here have this"Yaoyao said and fed Anlan noodles with her chopsticks

"Hmm... this is so delicious"Anlan said and picked up her chopstick

"That's one thing she's best at"yaoyao said and Han Jing laughed

"Finally here comes a compliment"Han Jing said

"Wait don't you think I'm good at cooking"Anlan asked feeling left out

"Everyone knows that you can't cook even our neighbors"Yaoyao said 

"that's rude"Anlan said

"You have to eat alot and if you need more you can get another one from the kitchen"Yaoyao said as she ate her food"why do you even care?Anlan asked

"Because you look thin I'm sure you would have skipped lots of dinner back there"Yaoyao said and went back to her food and a faint smile appeared on Anlan's face yaoyao was right she had truly denied herself of food because of what she was going through back then the memories were still fresh . After dinner yaoyao made sure that Anlan read her night stories and when she was finally asleep Anlan used the bedsheets to cover her properly she put of the lights and left the room after giving yaoyao a goodnight kiss. Anlan went back to the living room were Hanging Jing was watching a movie ,she sat down close to her.

"What are you watching?"Anlan asked

"Nothing much just a random tv show"Han Jing answered

"Hmm"Anlan simply replied

"How did it go...I was waiting for yaoyao to go to sleep before asking you"Han Jing asked with a worried look

"What do you think?"Anlan asked with a faint smile plastered on her face

"You still can't forget it can you?"Han Jing asked

"No I can't...I can't forgive myself..I feel guilty for everything that is happening.. mum's illness deteriorated after what happened and I can't watch her die I have to do something after being the cause of everything"Anlan said with eyes wet with tears

"Anlan never say you're responsible for what happened you were only trying to help.. and about mum's health there will surely be a way out of it please just promise me to keep the past behind and stop blaming yourself"Han Jing said

"How long will I keep to hide the truth from yaoyao ..I'm scared what if one-day I tell her and she leaves and hate me for the rest of her life..all this thought scares me to the grip Han Jing "Anlan said taking grip of Han jing's hands

"Then she doesn't have to know okay... everything will be okay I will always be by your side have that in mind"Han Jing said and hugged crying Anlan 

"I love you so much please promise never to leave me"Anlan said with a trembling voice

"I promise... now come let's go to sleep"Han Jing said and they both went to the room

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The next morning Ye juemo woke up with pains all his body he tried to stand but he couldn't he scanned the room wondering were he was just then he remembered the memories of last night how he was he was poisoned and was being chased and beaten his black eyes turned furiously cold as he remembered those memories,he stood up from the bed and saw that he was in an hospital he removed the IV that was injection into his hand and blood gushed out he walked to the table in the room and picked up a white piece of clothing and tied it on his hands covering the wounds h picked up his phone that was on the table and dialed a number 

"Hello sir were are you?"the man at the other end asked after the call connected

"I'm at the city hospital come quick"juemo said coldly and disconnected the call.

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Anlan kept rolling endlessly on the bed, the weather was a good one and she could not resist the urge to sleep a little longer

"Won't you get up?"Han Jing voice rang bringing Anlan back to reality,she stood up and yawned lazily

"You have to be quick or you would be late for classes"Han Jing said as she dried her wet hair

"I won't be going for classes today... where is yaoyao?"Anlan asked 

"She would soon be here you don't have to worry"Han Jing said and stood up from the mirror just then the door opened

"Good morning mummy"Yaoyao said and hugged Anlan