First ever crush

Entry 003

OH MY GOD it happened, my dear diary, it finally happened. He smiled at me, I badly wanted to see that smile for so long after the one he gave me back in the backyard.

And he smiled at me, does that mean he doesn't think of me as a weirdo? Or maybe he remembers me as the person he attacked with his very-dangerous-to-the-heart smile?

I am not sure but it was something positive I hope. I have a feeling that we might talk soon, maybe become friends too and maybe.. stop, I am getting ahead of myself again.

Okay, I won't lie to myself and deny my growing feelings for him. he is just so beautiful and pulls me in like no one ever has.

I'd dare say that he is my first ever crush.

Ps- Tian is soo dreamy!!