A win is a win

Entry 004

Tian, oh what a man you are. I already wasn't able to stop thinking about him before but now after what has happened in front of the noodle shop, I feel like chanting his name all the time.

The way he said, 'I wanted to know you' almost made me lose my mind right then and there, the way he asked us to be friends, the way he smiled when I agreed, the way our hands fit perfectly against each other's when we shook hands, then he opened the door for me, then we sat together and then *squeals* he bought kimchi and gave it to me and oh god, all of that made my heart race today.

Dear future me if you are reading this, then I command you to smile as wide as you can because you have befriended Tian, your first crush and that's already a huge feat as more than half of the people who have a crush on someone don't even dare to breathe incorrectly in front of them, let alone speak to them but you are way past that. Pat yourself in the back.

Alright, I get that half of the credit goes to the universe because it happened way before I could even do something. But hey, a win is a win.

Ps- we will respectfully ignore how I was one of the 'not breathing incorrectly in front of their crush' type of person just yesterday.