NORMANI

Ricardo had been an awesome guest. As a matter of fact he had been treating me like I was the guest in my house, taking care of me and the kids, treating us with extreme love and affection. I felt so blessed having him in my life. I made sure to not define what we were because I still didn’t know what exactly I felt for him. I was attracted to him but did I envision a future with him in it? No. Did I spend hours or minutes daydreaming about him? No. Ricardo was a fantastic person and I knew leading him on the way I was doing wasn’t fair but irrespective of the fact I didn’t want to be in a relationship, I still enjoyed having him in my life. If only he didn’t want more from me.