Chapter 110 HEAVEN AND HELL

CALEB'S POV

It was both heaven and hell being with Samantha. Because we both knew what we wanted, especially in bed. We could make each other feel as if we were in heaven.

Hell because I knew she’s with me but I don’t know why there’s so much ache in my chest. And every time I think about how she doesn't feel the same way as I do, my fists clench and my face contorts in pain.

Everything was fine before. Perhaps it wasn't. I couldn't tell for sure. I suppose I could describe my time with her as steel gliding over gold. On the outside, it's pretty, but it's not as pretty on the inside.

Samantha had nothing to do with it. Not my fault either.

Samantha's inability to love me was entirely not her own fault. However, I had hoped. I wished I hadn't done it. But I was doing everything I could to make her love me, like the way how she loved Miggy.