Nicholas' POV
She's drowning. I dreamed of her and she's drowning. I saw myself under the water. I tried reaching her but I couldn't. She's so far away. She's out of my reach.
Blue. Blue, baby, I'm here.
My lips started trembling as I felt my tears rolling down my face. "Blue…"
"Baby, I'm here… Take my hand," I whispered with an aching throat.
My body felt so numb. My shoulder is aching. I couldn't move my feet. I couldn't reach her.
"Blue…" Why is she so far away? Damn it! I can't lose her. No! She can't swim. How can I save her?
"Nicholas!"
"Nicholas, man!"
I balled my fists and clenched my jaws. "Blue!"
"Nicholas, wake up!"
I roughly sucked an air as I opened my eyes and saw Theo's face. I swallowed hard and roamed my eyes around. "W-Where is Blue?"
He looked away. "I-I'll get you water—"
"Answer me, Theo! Where is Blue."
He couldn't look me in the eyes. "Nicholas, just drink water first."
"I don't fcking need water. I need Blue!"