Pushing away all the distress, I started getting prepared for my date night with Tom.
If Derek doesn't want me, it should be his loss, not mine.
I shouldn't be sitting at home and mourning his absence.
No, I should be taking this as a good chance for me to get familiar with Tom.
I don’t know how much time it would be until I tell Tom the truth about me and Derek.
Or I shouldn’t…
This truth would gain me nothing but would only ruin my happiness with Tom.
Or perhaps Tom would appreciate my honesty and honor me more?
Well, I highly doubt if any man would ever appreciate this kind of honesty from a woman.
I don’t think so…
SIGH
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“God, Amy…” Tom gasped in admiration and a slight disbelief when I came into his view.
I don’t occasionally wear such a long sexy sophisticated dress, but the place he has chosen tonight was a high luxury place and my dress should be according to it.