This was the most foolish remark Derek has made ever and I needed to dismiss it.
“There would be nothing as “OURS” Derek Shepherd, I would rather die than give birth to your child…” I responded with shame and foolishness and his face fell into darkness.
“Fair enough, not that I am looking forward to any child.
I can’t handle you, what would happen to the kids, huh?
I am no fool…” He scoffed, adding to my anger.
“Yes, because you are a Dick..” I snapped and at my remark, his lips lifted menacingly.
“So then allow me to use it, no??”
And before I could put my refusal bluntly, he captured my lips again, this time not to shut me up but to devour me fully.
I fell into silence as soon as his hands started to take charge of my body and I lost my battle very soon with him.
There would be no way I could step away from him, he won’t let me, nor do I want to.
Hence, silently I agreed to be his secret lover.
The most absurd addition to our dangerous relationship.