AMY POV :
I have become a hopeless case, and my mother has started to get anxious about it.
Although she didn’t speak of it, I know well, she is hell worried by the sudden change in my behavior.
Even I am surprised by this sudden pain of loss in me.
I am still not ready to accept that I have lost anything by ending my relationship with Derek.
I suffered no loss in it at all.
Instead, I have saved myself from a huge loss.
So then why am I not feeling grateful??
Why?
“Amy…” My mother gave me an anxious look, and I knew well, an argument is going to begin, hence, I instantly excused myself from her.
“Mother, I am going for a walk.”
Taking the home key, I left my house without another word.
BOOM
Outside, I walked around blankly with my emotions getting heavy again, I shouldn’t be missing Derek but hell I am.
Each second with the realization of his presence gone from my life was a terrible ache in my heart.