It was hours after we were done eating and chatting. He was good company when he did speak his heart out and our conversation was easy and flowing. I appreciated this side of Rahim more; unfortunately, it only came out to play once in a while.
I realized I missed this and he made me feel nostalgic, and the loneliness wave hit me. I wanted something like this, someone for me, not thinking about anyone else but me; having early breakfasts with them in the middle of the night, random shit like this.
Unfortunately, I haven't had exactly this, not when I am always compromising something; this felt right. I wanted exactly this; I wasn't ready to settle for anything that I didn't feel it suited me; I had done that already with Nate.
This was beautiful and I wished it could last forever but, I knew that wasn't going to happen. I better enjoy this, be in the moment, and never know what kind of Rahim I get the next time we meet or get together.