ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
I was thinking all that and it came as a wakeup call, I had to be with him fully for me to know what this is and let the rest unfold. What else could he do to me, break me? I have been in a toxic relationship and survived, the entire backlash that followed afterwards, nothing can be compared to it, and nothing can beat the emotional torture.
He can do his worse and I would be fine, I have built up so much resilience and definitely not the same person I was before. I could handle anything that comes my way. His feelings seem to be extremely genuine towards me and that was what I was looking for; something genuine.
Initially I had bet on old feelings and what ifs. Fortunately the feelings haven't changed a tad. I can't say I love him, that is too absurd but I do have strong feelings towards him. I like his company, how he makes me feel when he is around, he is understanding and caring, he actually listens, basically what I want in a man.