Chapter 51: Let's make it now

" I'm so sorry that you had to face it all alone and make you think that I don't love you. I do with every thing in my being Bella. I should have protected you and our child. I should have been there in every step of the way and trust you the more." 

This is the first time that I'm pouring out my feelings for anyone and I know that this woman is going to be there for me in the bad, worse and through hell.

" I shouldn't have said that Williams. I'm..." She hugged me and it felt so comforting and warm. She had grieved or child but I was grieving now. 

" Please, don't blame yourself anyone. I have moved on, please do the same." She was comforting me but my heart didn't feel comforted.

" How can I move on Bella when I feel so damn guilty?." 

" Why don't we try another baby then?."

★★★★★★★

My brain shut down for a few minutes and I could only stare at her like I could not comprehend what she just said . Did I hear what she said wrong?