•| First breakfast with you |•
Both of them maintain an intense gaze, locked in a silent, neither Casis and Ozciel daring to break the silence for fear of the words that may escape their mouth.
Meanwhile, Casis on the other hand unable to control his cold sweat trickling down the back of his body.
What should I do? Would he trusts me?
Even if I were in his shoes, I would find it difficult to believe this story.
"I see." Ozciel firmly grasp the hand of Casis that keep holding him tightly yet not so strong.
Do you believe me??
"Will you leave?" Ozciel ask, his eyes gazed at me with full of confusion.
Why are you sadly looking at me. You look so pitiful don't make me conscious.
Words didn't come thru my mouth. Keeping my head down and keep staring at the marvelous marbles tiles. I can't take myself to answer him. Because even i didn't know the answer for that.
I keep asking for my self whether to leave or stay. But, the words can't express feelings and emotions beacuse I just found myself transmigrate here while I'm wide awake in my toilet.
Even If I want to stay here with him. I can't guarantee the time I will be spending here. What if I suddenly disappeared infornt of his eyes.
Second, will he love me? Or the other Casis? from what can I see, he seems to see me as the other Casis. The love of his life, the one who he truly cherished.
I'm someone who easily attached to other person.
I don't know what to think! Argggghhhh
Why the supreme lord giving me this situations! I'm a good boy! Throughout my entire life, I have never engaged in any criminal activities. So whyyyy. Grrhhh!
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I don't want to hurt someone beacuse I can't bear to see them cry Infront of my eyes.
Somehow I miss my family, there laughter's while they see me and become angry while they fond me secretly gaming at 3 AM. And the angry face of my siblings when they are fighting for my mom hugs. I miss it. Are they alright? Did they find me in the bathroom?
Wait is my body still in my bathroom?? Wahhh I didn't even have to splash my feces! Ahhh!!
I miss them so much! Huh...why's there a drop of water in the marble tiles? Huh? My eyes is wet? I'm crying?? I'm who's siblings is hulk crying!!??
I miss my family bring me back to my family, my world, my comfortable room even I old age and don't have a lover.nI want to go back, back to my world. I miss my family... Sobs... Why can't I stop my self it so embarrassing.
"Hicc. Sobs. Sobs I want to go back"
"Stop crying. You're a big boy why are you crying? Stop crying hmm? It will be alright we will find something for you to be able to go back to your world" Tapping the back of Casis, Ozciel can't bring his self for making some sad expression.
"I believe you" This simple words broke Casis self esteem and shed more tears.
"..."
"Cai, stop crying...hmm" Ozciel keep giving a comport for Casis.
"..."
"Cai?..." Ozciel glance at Casis but was shocked to know that the one he comported fall asleep while his hands laying down.
"Pfft, hahahaha" Ozciel can't stop his laughing when he know the person he comfort sleep in his arms.
Ozciel feel new kinds lingering inside him new kind of emotions on his is body, emotions that trying to escape the chain he have in his heart. It's not the same emotions he keep in the old Casis he give his whole life, but the emotions he have now is kind, that emotions that can keep you safe and free to love the person you want.
However, deep down he keep his self to know that this newfound emotions would eventually leave and fade away, never be felt again.
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"So heavy." He carried Casis from the bathroom to the bedroom. The trace of exhaustion can see in the face of Casis.
Ozciel can't stop staring at Casis all the time. After several of hours Casis frowned his eyebrows signalling of his awakening.
"W-where I am, ugh my body hurts so bad" keeping his side check, Casis found that he is in another room compare to his humble home, the house he stay right now is full of luxurious furniture even the mirror are full of gold and gems that are shining when the sunlight touch.
"Your awake, have some water first." Ozciel give the cup of water to Casis.
"Thank you" Casis drink the water and wonder his eyes towards the beautiful man in front of him.
"Are you hungry?" Ozciel ask and take the empty cup of water from Casis and put it on the table beside him.
"I do, can you give me food? I'm starving, I'm sorry"
"Don't be sorry, let's go and have a dinner" Ozciel invitation.
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-DINING TABLE-
Many servant arrived and were ready to serve every food that came from the tray holder they hold for the two distinguished royals.
Savory of the food can be smell through miles of distance, Casis who's drolling to get a taste from the rich food and satisfy his hunger.
Enjoying the cozy atmosphere while eating, accompanied by the soft caress of the wind from the surrounding trees and blooming flowers.
Butler Ross witnesses the deep affection that his master, Ozciel, has for his husband through the loving gaze in his eyes.
He feel helpless. ┐(´д`)┌
*Face slap*