In the asylum II

I need to escape before they kill me, more like mutilate me. It was weird enough how they didn't put much effort into questioning me, finding out if I know the whereabouts of those escaped captives, or if I am a spy. I feel like they are preparing me for an experiment. I had a cellmate at the beginning here. The boy was couple of years younger than me. Malnourished, heterochromia eyes. He claimed he didn't always have albinism, group of scientists experimented new types of nanobots on him. Though I knew him for a really short period of time, his psychological changes was drastic. He grew more and more indifferent and once tried attacking me with a broken piece of fork. After that, I was dragged into that dark research room.

I saw a blurry face with white apron whom I assume is a doctor enter the room. He gave me a shot of anesthesia in my lower back. After a few minutes, 2 nurses carrying a person in a bed entered the room. I wonder why his eyes are dug out. They started inserting metallic wire-like all throughout his body, including the eye sockets. I was in a sleep paralysis phase rather than being senseless, I wonder if the anesthesia was accidentally of low dose or for some reason it didn't just click yet. The more they continued to spend time on the half dead body the more deaded I became. This body was a vessel for their upgraded nanobots. A experiment that went completely wrong, apparently from the whispers, the nanobots started to act parasites and started to attack his eyes as a host.

I know I am the next target. They took a sample of my blood and mixed it with some. One of the doctor went out with the sample. They have vaccumed out all the 2 million nanobots they previously put in that eyeless man's body. Once they all went out, only a nurse remained for observation in my room. I gave away my sign that I was awake. She brought food and medicines for me. I knew how to control my cardiac muscles to some extent, Aeon thought me. I took a dangerous bait. The lowest I ever went was 20bpm, lasted for 10 seconds, resulted in pale face, extreme low blood pressure and paralysis for half an hour. What I have realized is, once u get it low by will, you can't get it rise by will. Its twice harder to do so. A popular text in book, " a steady state of a body is a non-equilibrium state". One cannot control their involuntary muscles. But what if you can break that scale ?